Guilty { Sweet Pea! X!FemReader}

6| Sweet

It didn't take long before every single young serpent under 25 had left FP's hand heading over to Ella's side. And to everyone's surprise, they were more than happy to leave, because Ella had a less strong grip on their freedom than FP had ever had. 

Ella, Toni, and Christian had all decided that they weren't gonna go under the name of the serpents anymore, instead, they flocked to  Cheryl Blossom asking her for her help, and Cheryl who had become a lonely teenager, said yes without a seconded of thinking about it. Covering for all the expenses the little gang, was ready to take the first steps towards having a further, but first, a name was needed for them. 

" What do you think about umm..." Toni said, throwing her legs over Cheryl's knees. Cheryl just looked at her, then returned to her phone, her eyes focusing on a picture of Betty and Jughead who had left town for college she had stayed behind because she didn't want to leave her grandmother. 

" Cheryl you should go to college too," Ella said, as she spotted the post on her phone, Cheryl simply nodded her head, swiping onward and leaving the photo far behind in her mind, until she would dig it up in her small brain.

Ella and Christian had pulled themself off to the other side of the house because neither of them really trusted anyone but themself. Ella had tied her hair up, only leaving some of her baby hair over her face, while she had loos jeans, as well as a black sweater on. Christain like her had very relaxing clothes, none of them had any idea about leaving the house. 

" Ella what the hell are we doing here?" 

" To be honest, I have no fucking idea at this point," Ella said, laying her head on Christian's lap. Ella knew that one of the only reasons that she went back to Riverdale, buying herself an apartment was because she wanted to find the asshole who had shot her an Sweet Pea. And yeah they had only been there for a few weeks, but still, there was not even one link to who could have done it. 

" Maybe we should pack up.... go back to New York" Christan said, placing his hand on her shoulder, as Ella closed her eyes relaxing on his lap. 

" Maybe, but I don't wanna leave everything that we have worked on. And especially not now with all the young serpents following me.... this is our life now... we just gotta learn to live with it" 

 _ _ _ 

I knew what I was a lie because inside I was dying to return to New York. To return to feel the danger as well as the connection that I had with the people around me. I just wished that I had been in the shows that my dad or Juggie had been in. Jughead had always gotten what he wanted, meanwhile, I had gotten nothing, even when my dad was in jail Jughead had always had someone to look over him, while I was left to myself. Luckily I survived, but it had divided me and Jughead up, which was hard for me epically.

 Having either Sweet Pea in my life, who had always been the love of my life was hard, but not having my brother or sister here was even harder. After all, we had grown up together, and had a very normal childhood, until my dad got violent because of his alcohol addiction towards my mom, and she left with only Jelly Bean, not taking me or Juggie with her. I still had no idea why I thought she would be with me. 

" Chri, maybe you should go back to New York, and bring some of our people back with you" 

" I can't leave you here alone!" he snapped at me, moving his hand o my face. He had never done that before, but to my surprise, he wasn't making me uncomfortable it felt almost.... perfect reminding me of Sweet Pea. 

" I'll be fine, plus you can get a break from hella contusing stuff that is going on" I laughed. 

" maybe we both should go, you don't belong here, either do I" 

" I can't leave now, I have to stay. I want to find out who the hell shoot me! And how the hell go away with it" If my dad won't help me, I'll do it myself!" 

" I know, and you'll figure out who it was sometime in the further," he said, smiling down at me, while. 

_ _ _ 

The further was a very scary part of life, there wasn't much that could scare me the most. I had always planned my life after me and Sweet Pea should be together and have a life together. Now that he was gone, I had no eyes on the further, only to survive another day. I wasn't gonna lie that I missed him every day, but also I need to find a new way in my life without him in it, it was like fighting a demon in your dreams over and over and over.... until... it finally gets you. 

Later that day, me and Christian when to Pop's just because we didn't have anything else to do, so as we drove downtown, it had a weird atmosphere. Every house was dark with no light to see, I guess that they had covered over the windows. I had no idea why, but I guess it was because they didn't feel safe if someone could see their living room. Still, I had no idea what was waiting for me at Pops. 

So as we drove in the parking lot, a very familiar bike was holding at a spot that hadn't been taking for as long as we had been in Riverdale. My heart started beating faster and faster, and with my eyes, I spotted some hair that was impossible to be sitting in the diner. 

Looking at Christan, who simply looked surprised, while he pulled his helmet off. 

" What?" he asked, as I was looking more and more shocked at the teenager. 

" It can't be" I whispered, moving so fast away from my bike, it falls to the ground. 

_ _ _ 

" Oh hi Ella," Pop said, as he watched us walk in, my eyes were only on the table where the person was sitting, so as we walked to the table, some of the teens who were sitting at the table nodded their heads at us. 

" Hi," one of them said, as he moved so I could sit down if I wanted to. All my eyes was on was the person that I really hoped as him.

" Pea?" I asked as the teen turned his head at me. 

" Ella?"