POOKS ~rafe cameron~

8. broken rules

"this is bull shit" i say, stepping out of the hot tub, and starting to walk away, because if i stayed here i would start to cry i knew it.

"yeah just walk away, real mature!" sarah says, getting more pissed off as time goes on.

i walk inside kelces house and tears fall down my cheeks from embarrassment, and just wanted to go home ever so badly.

my body is wet from the hot tub and kelces floor is getting soaked but i didn't have a towel and i was freezing cold so i couldn't give a shit.

i wanted to slap rafe, so fucking hard. god i dont know how he could tell people, knowing sarah would be mad.

kiara and pope get out of the hot tub and walk over to me.

"tanya you okay?" pope asks. "oh- um yeah" i say as i wipe away my tears.

"really cuz your eyes are puffy and red." kiara says mockingly.

"dont stress it, sarahs overreacting, everyone in this group has at least done it with one other person in the group.. well exept kelce, but you know its not a big deal, its okay." says kiara.

"shes so mad, you guys better go back outside, she's gonna be mad at you guys for coming and talking to me." i say. "tanya" kiara says softly.

"look john b is trying to calm her down, and she jusy feels betrayed, thats all, its not that bad" pope says.

"i feel so bad." i say as i wipe another tear.

"dont feel bad, come on i'm gonna get you a towel and we're gonna change and we're gonna sit in kelces guest room, pope you can go back its okay." kiara says.

"no- kiara its okay go have fun" i say.

"trust me girl, no ones having fun everyone out there are yelling at each other id rather be in here" she laughs.

me and kie changed in to our pyjamas and were currently sitting in kelces bedroom, since his guest room was freezing cold for some reason.

we sat on kelces bed and were sipping on white claws that pope delivered to us.

there was a knock on the door. "come in" kiara says.

rafe walks in. "hey uh kie could i talk to tanya alone please?" rafe says. kiara looks at me and i nod, giving her permission to leave us alone.

she walks out of the room and looks at me with worry, knowing i dont wanna talk to him.

rafe shuts the door behind him. "im sorry i didn't mean for all this to happen." he says.

"your such a selfish asshole." i say. "how am i the selfish asshole?! i bet you told kiara what happened, and I'm just not allowed to tell top and kelce like you told kie!?" he says.

"first off, you don't even know if I told her, but for your information, yes, I did tell her, I made her swear to secrecy, because I didn't want anyone to find out about us, but you told the big people who have the fattest fucking mouths, if you tell them, of course, the groups, and I know I know time, and look what happened." i say.