October 23rd, 2022 11:35 p.m.
A letter to Kameron
Kameron,
It took me a few years to realize that everything that I have been through, was only a few pages in my book called Life. Yet, you were a chapter of my book. If it wasn't for me agreeing to be with you, then I would not have found the one who treats me how I have always wanted to be treated. I didn't see myself getting married after you, if I am being honest I do not know if I even saw myself marrying even with you. Maybe I wanted to spare the heartbreak but here we are. I hate to admit that you were the root of all my peacefulness these days, but here we are. If it wasn't for what you did, I would not have found my actual person. Yes, it took other people as well, but they were a mere few pages and they all still revolved around you somehow. I do not know how you ended up revolving around all of it, but you did. I wouldn't even speak of your name but if it wasn't for my decisions I do not know where I would be at. I often think of what that chapter of my life would look like. All i know is that I would not be as happy as I am now. Yet, I would have skipped out on all the trauma but in my opinion it was worth it. So instead of completely forgetting you and blaming you for all my trauma, I wanted to say thank you. Thank you for the heartbreak. I needed that major lesson. I only wrote this book in order to blame something for my trauma, but at the end I am thankful for everything that you did. And with this, this book has finally come to an end. 2 years later. It has been a rollercoaster but I am finally letting go of the past. And that is how you forget him. (somewhat)
YOU ARE READING
FORGETTING HIM
Teen FictionIf I wouldn't have listened to my heart, it wouldn't have ended like this. However, it's too late now. Or is it? You're not alone, so come join me on the path of forgetting that boy who hurt you more than anyone will ever know.
