Do you ever feel like your life is just one huge gigantic mess? Well i'm here to tell you that it is. life is this one huge mess that you will never be able to run from. you may not like what I tell you but it is the truth. However, you change your fate, you can change your destiny, I wish I had known that before I met him. He was like nicotine. Once you've had him, you can't stop. He made me feel important for once in my life. I loved him but he didnt love me like I did. I was just another girl to him. Nothing more. Kameron Lewis was his name. He was perfect in my eyes. Let me tell you, he liked me at one time. However time didn't work out for us. I was left in the dust for wanting him. "We're just friends" he once told me in the beginning. I should have listened and not followed my heart. My life was already a big mess before I met him. Then, he made it worse. He made me feel useless and that I will always be unloved.If I could go back to that one day and have told him that no, it would be different now. Maybe time would've been our side. Maybe I wouldn't have to keep myself busy to forget about him. Then again, he wouldn't have told me he loved me like he did back in November. He hasn't told me anything like that since but why did he tell me that? Ever since that night I haven't been able to get him off my mind.I hate it. I usually just keep myself busy and try to remind myself that if it was meant to be, it is meant to be. Of course there has been other guys but I runaway because of my anxiety. Also it wouldn't be fair to them because I like Kameron still. Maybe everything will change one day. Maybe I wouldn't have to cry myself to sleep every night. So if you're reading this, please don't turn out like me. If you have already been in this situation/in the situation, you are not alone and you can always change your fate. Even though its hard, forget him. He only wanted you for his own good.
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FORGETTING HIM
Teen FictionIf I wouldn't have listened to my heart, it wouldn't have ended like this. However, it's too late now. Or is it? You're not alone, so come join me on the path of forgetting that boy who hurt you more than anyone will ever know.
