My Forever and I (Complete)

Chapter 62

Mew's POV

I still don't think that I'm married now. I marry my dream. I can't ask for anything else.  I admit before that I was nervous and scared as I planned the surpise wedding that night. Time was just too fast to get ready without him knowing. Not because Gulf and I are going to be parents will he accept the ring immediately. I'm afraid of his mood swings that sometimes that i can't handle.

I told him before to tell him to me everything he felt, he did but it seemed like an exaggeration. Even the dead cockroach that he accidentally stepped on made him cry. He said,

"what if that cockroach has a family? and there are children waiting? Poor orphaned cockroach family" he said to me while crying. And I was slapped on the forehead that time. It looks like I'm going crazy because of him.

And the most I don't like his cravings is to buy spicy food. He won't eat it. But I w But I myself will consume and eat it. And he just looking at me and it was like the first time he saw a person eating spicy food. He knows I don't want it but because he is pregnant and there is nothing I can do, I just do it. We fought once because of this, cry a lot that makes me worried and he ignored me for days.

I was in the kitchen when he suddenly appeared with Holding a empty glass. I'm mixing pancit canton that I just cooked and I can smell it like I'm going to collapse because of the spiciness. I know it's drooling for him Because it is fragrant with his smell and he looked at me. I also looked at him and smiled. He looked back and went to the fridge to get some water.

After he took it, he was about to leave immediately but he still glanced at me, I know it's his favorite and he knows it's forbidden for him. I can see it on his face the "what-the-f*ck-are-you-doing" face. I ignored him and took a bite. I just closed my eyes because it was so hot. When I woke up, he was sitting in front of me and resting his head on his palm. He smiling and looking at me like I'm a cuties man in the world who eat. I also smiled awkwardly.  Because it's spicy, I'll throw up anytime. But this is what I'm thinking to get him to notice and talk to me again.

I continued to eat and I was In tears  because of spiciness. He stood up and took some milk. He stood beside me and reached for it. I was surprised because he kept away from what I was eating and insisted that I drink the milk.  I immediately followed him and after a while the sting in my mouth and tongue disappeared.

He hugged me and buried his face in my neck and said. "Thank you for doing this for me. I know you are having a hard time with me. Sorry daddy. But you're so cute and sexy and i can't handle it. " And he looked at me. I quickly wiped the corner of his eye because he started crying again. Gulf cry easily even over small things. Sometimes I can't help but raise my voice Because he doesn't listen to me sometimes And I know that he doesn't like the most Even then. So I was careful with my actions because I knew he didn't like it either. I am wears an thick patience because he is pregnant. And I can't literally feel what he feels but I know it's hard. That's why I get angry with others who don't even take care of their wives. It is not easy to carry a child in the womb for nine months and feeling a  different mood swings even they don't want being that and throwing up and dizzy because of morning sickness they feel and ofcouse being
give birth Which is scary because it seems like one of their feet is already in the pit. Just imagine the pain while cutting their skin just to the child comes out. That's why I'm so impressed and I give all my respect to him and to my mom and Mama Type that they were able to give birth to us and take care of us and give us a good life.

So no one has the right to insult and disrespect mothers because it was not easy for them to go through just to give us a good life in this chaotic world.

I hugged Gulf and kissed him on the forehead. " Sshhh. ..Thats okay. I told you. I will do everything for you and our future child. I should be the one to apologize because you are struggling with your situation. I know it's hard. But I also know you can handle it. If you could just give me all your hard feelings, I would have done it. I love you mommy and thank you for giving me this happiness." I said.