Special ✧ hayes

trece

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my breath hitched and i fell asleep.

. i decided to ignore that comment and went on with my dream. but this dream... was so realistic. i was running. i was in what seemed like a school. but then i fell. people gathered around me and i knew no one in there. then all i heard was them chanting.

"the whore must die"

"the whore must die"

"the whore must die"

i began to cry in the dream and i was trying to scream for help. but when i opened my mouth nothing came out. as i tried to stand back up, the ability to move my legs were unknown. i then began dragging myself out of the crowd. but it was no use. they laughed and brought me with them. hayes came out from the middle and i looked at him with tears and muttered a 'please'. he brought out a knife and plummeted it into my stomach. then they left me there and darkness surrounded me and let me go back to the new world.

xx

i woke up and felt that usual pang in my chest. have you ever woken up from a nightmare and all that fear just hit you when you barely wake up? its the worst feeling to experience. i realized that i really was crying in real life.

i walked over to the bathroom and turned on the shower. i slowly began to remove my clothes and i stepped in the shower. after i did what i had to i stepped out and groaned. i fucking forgot towels.

"matt, are you awake yet" i yell out.

"hmmm" i hear him

"yeah if you can, can you bring me two towels please? i kinda forgot and its already starting to get cold" i say nice and simply as i begin to shiver.

"uugghh, sure" he groans and i smile. after a little while he opened the door and handed me the towels. without seeing me of course haha.

i wrapped the towels around myself and i put on the regular stuff, lotion and stuff etc. i came out of the room and went into my closet. i came out with my outfit (above yo).

"sup muchacho" i say

"hey were you okay last night?" he asks

"oh.. was i saying anything?" i say nervously

"well you were just mumbling please over and over again and im pretty sure by the sound of your voice cracking you were crying" he says looking up this time.

"i don't know, it was just a nightmare" i say shaking my head and i looked down.

"lets just stay home and do nothing as friends" he says.

why did it hurt when he said as friends? i mean i have hayes right? no big deal. just two friends hangin out.

"matt.. but you have to face your mom at some point" i say sighing, as much as i wanted him to practically live with me, it was the right thing to do.

"but its so fucking annoying, they give you boring talks late at night, they overreact, and they just get mad for no reason whatsoever!" (i have been there so many times matt its k).

"matt please, its because they care. and if it does get serious or crazy, you can always come here, you don't even have to talk about it we could just watch reruns of the 100 or something. honey you'll be fine. i'll be with you if you want"

he sits back down on my bed and just looks down.

"okay lets go" he says standing up.

xx

so we got things talked out and matt was just holding my hand ever so tightly. but there was some hugging, crying, and mostly crying and hugging. let me tell you, it was hella awkward but things worked out and everyone loves everyone now.

"how about you and the other kids go somewhere? it would be fun and good for all of you guys" matt's mom pipes up.

matt and i look at eachother and it actually sounds like a good idea.

"yeah sure.. but where?" i say

"well, everytime when matt has his friends over, they talk about how fun being in tokyo would be and well, i did some research, talked to some parents, and you guys were actually going to get the news a couple days ago" she said.

"oh my god.. tokyo??as in the japanese one?" i almost scream out. i have always wanted to go to tokyo. and hear i am getting the news from my bestfriend's mom.

"yes the japanese one" matt says slapping the back of my head. i roll my eyes and matt's mom says "you guys are leaving in 5 days so get ready and.. stuff"

i laugh and tell matt "well.. lets go tell the guys!!!" i say pulling matt's arm so we could go to hayes's house to tell them the news.

we practically ran to hayes's house and just walked in. but something was off. hayes and sky were... crying. and god knows where nash was.

"baby.." i say running up to hayes and sky. i hold sky and give hayes a tight hug.

"w-what happened?" i say already having tears coming down my face.

"mom and dad were yelling like always but... mom had it. she got the wedding picture and threw it on the ground. dad ran out and just looked at me." hayes said and he didn't even dare to look at me and i was kinda glad, i would've screamed if i saw all the pain on his face.

i did nothing but hug him really tight.

"matt. look for nash please. he couldn't have gone far" i say looking at him with hopeful eyes. he nods and walks out.

"hayes im so sorry" i say pulling his head up and gasped. he had a black eye.

"babe.. what happened" i say horrified.

"nash was so pissed off, i tried to control him but he punched me out of the way and walked out." hayes said and he looked down.

oh god... we all needed a fucking break.

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wow, this chapter sucked so much. it was just a filler idek. but i still reached 1000+ words yay. ugh whutever srry for this gross chapter lol. but tbh i actually had tht dream it sucked. bye yall i love youuuu.

not.even.gonna.try.to.fix.or.edit.this.chapter.bc.im.a.slacker

hugs and tickles.

<miro