Pregnant by my Sister's Fiancé

My Mama

That is my perfect mother. I don't see any flaws in her. She is my world and my everything.

She taught me to fight. She taught me to never back down for what you believe. She taught me not to fall in love too easily.

She taught me how a "lady" should act: nice and sweet, but brutally honest and never let her guard and walls down for a second. That a lady should always fight for her self, either physically or verbally. That a lady can tear the world in half with a single look. She told me a lady can have a man at her fingers, if need be. But, a lady is independent.

She told me that it's okay to be different. It's okay to have very little friends. To keep your head held high in times of doubt.

She told me it's okay to like girls. She told me it's okay to fall. It's okay to break, to cry, to be sad. It's okay to be my own person.

She never falters. If she does, she tells me it's a flaw everyone has.

When I fall, I know she will laugh. Why? Because, falling down is what dominoes do, and we still love them. We still are perfect. We all need to learn that a fall is not as bad as it gets.

My mum sits and talks about 5SOS with me. She knows them. She knows Ash is the oldest. She knows Luke likes penguins. She knows that Mikey dyes his hair so much, it's probably gonna fall out soon. That Calum isn't Asian, he's kiwi. She knows who plays which instruments. She knows Ashton wore a purple shirt to the first band practice/meeting he went to.

She's my shoulder to cry on, I'm hers.

She's like my sister. She's more than a mum to me. She's definitely more. She's a best friend, a person I trust with everything. I love her with all my heart and more.

She doesn't care that I like girls, as well as boys. She doesn't care that I am not good with certain things in school. She doesn't care that I sing every day. She doesn't care that I'm not perfect.

"The only heels a women should wear are some shit kickers." -My Mum

Happy Mother's Day to the best mum in the whole God damned world. I love her to the moon, back, and infinity.

I don't want anyone else as my mommy. I'm proud to call her my mommy. xoxo