Mr. Casanova meets Ms. Bitter

Chapter 65: Debris

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BLUE'S POINT OF VIEW

"Blue, let's stop this..."

I shook my head while looking at her, I held her hand, "No, Scarlet..please don't do this to me..."

I'm already crying, I don't fvcking care, kung ano ang iisipin niya, na desperado ako ako or ano, basta hindi niya lang talaga ako iiwan.

kinuha niya ang kamay ko na nakahawak sa kamay niya, "Blue *sniff* alam kong masasaktan lang tayo kapag ipagpapatuloy natin 'to *sniff* , I know this isn't easy. Hindi ko gustong gawin 'to sayo, pero ito ang dapat kong gawin para hindi ka na masaktan pa, tayo. Pagod na ako, pagod na pagod na."

she said that words while her tears are flowing down to her cheeks. My heart aches so much. Hindi, hindi pwede. I can't live without her. Naging parte na siya ng buhay ko, ayokong iwan na naman niya ako. Hindi ko makakaya.

"Do you think I will let you go too that easily, Scarlet? No, kung gusto mong lumuhod ako sa iyo, I'll do that--------"

"Blue...."

nagulat siya ng lumuhod ako sa harapan niya habang umiiyak. Never in my life I did this. This time only, to her only. That's what love can do.

"Scarlet, please I'm begging you. Don't go, please. Don't do this to me. Let's start again, I know this time it'll be good. I promise you that, just please, don't. *sniff*"

I thought na sa pamamagitan ng pagmamakaawa ko sa kaniya ay maisalba pa ang lahat pero nagkamali ako, because it made my heart torn into pieces the moment she pulled out her hand and said this words.

"I'm sorry Blue...*sob* I'm very sorry but I have to do this for the both of us, again *sniff* I'm so sorry.. sana mapatawad mo ako.. salamat sa lahat, I'm thankful for everything you've done to me, you brought light to my dark world, because of you I believe in love again, because of you I know how to stand again. But, for now. I'm gonna say sorry sa gagawin ko, maybe this isn't the right page of our love story, maybe in another book we can open again another pages that us-already the main character. Just always remember that, if we're meant to be, it will be. *sniff* Mahal na mahal kita, Blue. Mahal na mahal."

and she slowly turn around...

bumagsak ang mga luha ko, napailing iling ako habang nakatingin sa likod niyang papalayo..

"No...no...no....Scarlet...."

biglang nanikip ang dibdib ko,

"Scarlet.....Scarlet...SCARLEEEEET NOOOOOOO!"

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AGAD akong napabangon at saposapo ang dibdib ko, god! I'm having nightmares. Fvck! Parang totoo. Pinagpapawisan pa ako. Shit!

I'd thought it's real. Hindi magagawa sa akin 'yun ni Scarlet. Ngayon na parang okay na kami, dahil kung gagawin man niya hindi ko na alam anong gagawin ko. I'll be going nuts.