Everyone is concerned for me but if they ask if I'm ok I just nod.
It's been so hard to deal with the fact he's gone.
No I wasn't his lover or brother or dad. But we had such a bond.
He wanted to be the god father to Sky.
That's why I wasn't talking.
I didn't want to tell anyone.
I don't want people to see my emotions.
Today everyone in glee is having a week to sing songs about him for him or songs he has sang and I really don't to.
I was sat in the choir room as Puck was getting annoyed saying it won't bring him back.
I was staring at the floor just trying to hide as usual.
(Michael is sat next to Ryder just looking at the floor)
As everyone left the choir room Sam, Kurt and Mercedes stayed behind seeing Michael with his head still looking at the floor.
"Michael common bro it's been a month..." Sam said putting a hand on my shoulder.
"Baby please talk to us" I shook my head and pushed past them to walk out.
Mercedes POV
I sighed watching Michael walk out the choir room.
"I don't get it Finn was my brother but I didn't stop talking and even Rachel has talked since I'm so confused" Kurt said standing next to me.
Sam sat down on a chair. "I haven't really even seen them talk to each other..."
I sighed. "Michael only just lost Jess so I think it's just impacting him a bit more he's a very sad person anyway so grief isn't easy" they both nodded and we walked out the room.
(Michael is sat on the floor next to Sam)
Michael's POV
As I watched Santana walk out I went and followed her.
She was stood at Finn's memorial so I walked over and stood next to her.
"You ok M?" I nodded and she sighed.
"You gotta talk at some point maybe go to therapy Michael your struggling I can see it" she hugged me tightly.
As she let go I walked off.
The next day we were back in the choir room and I was cuddling with Mercedes.
(Michael walks out half way through)
I couldn't take it anymore the song reminded me to much of him and Jess so I walked off crying and went to the auditorium.
I was sat on the stage crying badly I haven't really cried since finding out so a lot of tears were coming out.
I saw someone walking up to me concerned.
"Michael calm down" Santana said rubbing my shoulders.
I was breathing heavily trying to calm down.
"I-I'm so sorry" I said hugging her tightly as she ran her hand through my hair.
"Shhh it's ok we understand it's hard because of Jess as well but I promise they are up there together watching down on you" I nodded and cried more into her chest.
"Hey you two ok?" I heard someone say.
"Yea he just let it all out he's speaking now" San said and I nodded.
I pulled away to see Kurt I hugged him tightly. "Sorry I worried you" I shook his head.
"It's ok as Santana probably said we know it's hard because of Jess as well as Finn" I nodded.
I left San and Kurt to have a chat.
(Michael is holding Mercedes)
Santana came into the room after saying that Puck stole Finns jacket and Mt Shue got angry not wanting anyone to fight.
The next day at school I had to bring Sky with me as my mum had work.
I was holding Sky as we were looking at Finn's memorial. Rachel came over today so I was glad she was ok.
I was sat in the choir room a hour before we were supposed to as I wanted fro talk to Rachel.
Rachel then walked in. "I got your text are you ok? I heard you weren't speaking but your ok now" she said coming up to me.
I was holding Sky on my leg so she gave a smile to him before looking at me.
"No one knows this but there was a time where Finn came back after Uni and we went to the hospital together to see Sky a-and he asked to be god farther..." she looked at me with tears in her eyes as I spoke. "I-I really couldn't take his death b-because I felt like I was a bad dad for not christening Sky before Finn died a-and...." I couldn't speak anymore as tears kept falling.
She hugged me tightly. "Sky isn't going to hate for not making Finn a god dad because he's gone I promise.." I nodded and we held each other.
We just kept talking until everyone else walked in and I sat with Mercedes.
(Michael is sat with Mercedes crying on her shoulder)
When we got home from school I took Sky up to his room and put him to bed then I got the frame I got and printed out a picture of Finn and put it in the frame and put the frame in Skys room.
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