The definition of Marius (DDLB)

Chapter 11

Elias pov~

I was so angry at myself that I let my hunger take over me and act that way, Mateo had explained what had happened and I feel so guilty for relying on him to do everything.

We had just finished eating the burger he had made it had a lot of salt in, but it was overall pretty good.

Cho was sitting in his seat just getting the little pieces of food off his plate after taking a close look every time.

"This one okay daddy?" Cho went to asking me if each one was ok to eat, while I was washing up all the plates, with Mateo helping put away.

"That one's amazing baby" at that he smiles and gave a squeel because he can eat his left over pieces of food.

"Elias you need to say when your hungry not to the point that you pass out" Mateo says next to me, I shot him a glare not wanting to talk about it in front of cho.

"We don't talk about it when cho is in the same room, Mateo" I told him while cho chimed in all happily.

"This one okay daddy?"  Cho asked once again but as I was about to talk Mateo came into the conversation.

"Everyone of them is okay cho, you don't need to keep on asking" then he just started to mumble under his breath.

I stopped then turned towards him giving him a stern look.

"What is your problem today?" I asked Mateo.

"What do you mean, nothings a problem"  Mateo responded.

"There clearly is something wrong by your little outburst there, like what was that he was only asking a question no need to be angry"

"I'm not angry"

"Are you tired of today, you can go to bed if you'd like, I'll take care of cho" I gave him a suggestion, at that he shrugs and replies.

"Fine I'll go to bed" Mateo said then went straight upstairs not even saying goodbye to cho which got me pretty angry, but I kept it under control.

I turn around and see cho looking worried by our conversation, which makes me stop everything then go over to comfort him.

"Oh baby cho I'm here there's nothing wrong everything is good. My little cho" I started hugging him after taking him out of him seat.

He leaned in and started hugging more.

"Daddy ok?"

"Yes daddy's ok baby"

"Papa too?" I stopped at that question taking a minute to think.

"Maybe, just maybe my little angel"

I then set off to the bedroom with cho still in my arms, I was going to get us ready to go see the beach, a new environment would be much needed for cho and for me.

Walking up the stairs I can hear the tv going on in my bedroom so I walk past that pacific room and carried on to cho's room, setting him down on the changing table I start to get him changed.

"Little cho,little cho beautiful little cho~" i sang to him in a whisper while I taping the straps of him diaper and hopping my head to the rhythm.

He was looking up at me with big eyes and a small smile, while holding his new favourite teddy zebba the zebra as it sounds and looks it's a zebra.

"Do du do do cho cho cho cho" he started giggling while I was repeating the words.

"Thats funny huh cho" he replied with a quick nod of the head.