TW: PTSD
Smut Warning!!!
"Tommy. Tommy" Vivian whispered in her sleep as she started to toss and turn. Tommy had gotten out of bed to get ready for the day. It was 0600. Her dream felt so real.
It was 1916 and Vivian was 22 years old and a nurse in the war. She was constantly surrounded by gun shots and screams of men dying.
"I have to save him." She said
"It's been 5 minutes Vivian" Abby yelled
"Fuck. 2 more minutes." She mumbled to herself.
Those 2 minutes went by painfully slow.
The man she was helping came too finally and groaned.
"Fuck."
"I thought I lost you"
"I don't go that easy."
End
Vivian jolted her eyes open and was panting heavily. She took a few deep breathes and got up to smoke. She walked out onto the balcony and let the cold air hit her. She lit one of her cigarettes and breathed the smoke in and out. After a few minutes she felt arms wrap around her waist and a head on her shoulder.
"Are you okay love?" Tommy asked
She exhaled "yeah. Just another stupid nightmare."
He spun her around "What was it about?" He put his forehead on hers and cupped her head in on of his hands.
"You." She put out her cigarette.
He looked confused "Me?"
"Yeah. About the first time we met, in France. You were gone for 10 minutes. They wanted me to give up. I refused. Now that you're my boyfriend, I worry more I guess. I know you can handle yourself but I still worry." She sighed
Tommy didn't say much but hug her and spin them around. As they danced to nothing all of their individual worries vanished. Her head was buried in his chest with her arms around his mid back. He had her arms snaked around her waist and his head was rested on top of hers.
"You're beautiful." Tommy said gently.
Vivian looked up and grabbed his face "thank you. You're very beautiful yourself."
Tommy smiled and kissed her on the lips gently.
"I need to tell you something." She said shyly
Tommy picked her up and put her back on the bed and hovered over her.
"What is it?" He kisses her
"I have to go to London for a couple weeks. David Long is on my tracks again. I didn't want you to think I just disappeared." She said staring into his icy blue eyes that never failed to captivate her.
"When do you leave?" He asked
"Tuesday." She responded playing with his hair
He sighs "We have 2 days. We can make the best out of it. Eh?"
Tommy's breath on her neck gave her goosebumps. He slowly took off the long sleeve shirt she was wearing and the shorts and undergarments soon after. She took off his pants and boxers next. Tommy started at her shoulders, his arms wrapping around her waist. He sat down on the edge of the bed and pulled her closer to him, stataling his thighs. He kisses down between her breasts, grabbing her arse as she grinded on him. She started kissing his neck and then his jaw, leaving little marks on the way. Looking at each other both shared a sly smile and kissed each other passionately which turned naughty really quick. It didn't take long before Tommy flipped her onto her back putting one of her leg over his shoulder.
Tommy rubbed her enterance a few times before pushing himself in slowly. They both moaned as he did. Once she had gotten completely filled up he pulled back and slammed into her. After a few minutes of that he pulled out and flipped her onto her stomach, arse up. He re-entered himself once again.
He grabbed her hair and made her back arch. He spanked her arse causing a loud moan to escape her mouth. Her arms gave out from under her and she ended up face down in the mattress. Once again he grabbed her hair, pulling her against her chest and grabbing her throat squeezing slightly. He continued thrusting and sped up showing that he was close. Her legs began to shake out of pure pleasure. They both breathed in and out before finishing at the same time.
He pulled out and she rolled over. He looked down at her, breathing quickly, he smiled and gave her a gentle kiss on the lips.
"I love you" Tommy said as he laid down next to her.
"And I love you."
And with that they were both asleep in seconds.
It was the day Vivian had to leave for London for a few weeks. David Long was not a man to take lightly, she knew this. Her plan wasn't exactly refined but she knew what she wanted. She wasn't to just give up her pubs. She came to the conclusion that she would off David a part of her business, 25%. She also knew he'd want more than that. Her max amount was 35% but she would be very stubborn.
"Thomas! Polly!" She yelled from downstairs. She had decided to make breakfast for them since she was leaving.
"Good morning love." Tommy said hugging her from behind "What did you make?"
She blushed "Bacon and eggs with toast. You're favorite." Tommy smiled.
Soon after Polly got downstairs and Vivian handed her a plate "Thank you dear."
Vivian nodded in response. After they all ate and the dishes we washed Vivian went upstairs to pack some things she needed. Weapons, clothes, and a picture of Tommy she put in her suit jacket. She stood in their room for a couple minutes before Tommy came up behind her again hugging her from behind and he kissed her cheek.
"Please be safe." He whispered in her ear.
She turned around and her arms around his neck "Always." She gave him a weak smile.
He sighed "How dangerous is it Vivian?"
"Not too bad." She lied but he saw she was nervous. They 2 of them hugged for awhile before a car pulled up out front. It was Matthew and his husband, James. They started honking their horn and yelling for her.
She ran downstairs "Stop honking your horn or Pol will kill you!" Polly laughed. Vivian grabbed her suitcase. She then hugged Pol then walked to Tommy.
"Close your eyes and hold your wrist out." He looked confused but obliged. Vivian took off a bracelet she always wore and put it on Tommys hand. "Just incase." She kissed him again and left. Matthew opened the door for her and she got in smiling back at Tommy and waving goodbye.
"Alright boys! Off to london, ay?" Vivian smiled and laughed with her boys the whole way there. When they arrived the went to her pub, Lux.
"Mason! Shots for everyone. On the house." She looked and smiled around the room again and walked over to the bar to talk to Mason.
"Hey big man!" She said to him smiling. "I have a thing for you to do."
"And what would that be?" He asked
She lit a cigarette "I'm closing the bar for a few weeks. I need to renovate some stuff. I'll still be paying you, don't worry."
He sighed of relief "Thanks, had me worried. So what's the renovation start?"
"Tonight when everyone is gone. I need all the alcohol and cocaine out of here. I have some bad blood with David Long, knowing him he'll send people here to raid the place. Lucky all the police here are on my payroll."
Mason sighed "Of course you do" he chuckled "Just be safe." Vivian nodded
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