Broken Beyond Repair

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My head is so full of words

But my teeth dive into my tongue

To bite back the words that seem so dumb

A part of me that knows I should explain the wheels turning in my head

But I've learned to stay silent

Learned how my past doesn't matter

It is never anything you have done

But rather how others have made me feel

Too ashamed to speak of something so long ago

Why should it matter at all?

My head is never empty

Oh how I wish it would be

To rid myself of all the pain

And finally be set free

Instead I'm left to pour my heart into words

Hoping maybe someone will see

I'm broken beyond repair

No amount of epoxy will do the trick

My peices just no longer stick

They're jagged and sharp

And if you aren't careful, you might get cut

I wouldn't be worth saving

Wouldn't be worth stepping on glass

Do you feel the earquake when you hold me?

When my body can't help but shake

It's not worth swimming through my tears

When you could find a rainbow

You could enjoy the sun

My storms come often

And bring the worst

Yet you have brought an umbrella

And prepared to stay

Maybe you can whether the storms

But don't catch a cold on me

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