Some days come easy
Where my smile isn't forced
And I don't have to bite my tongue
Then there are moments where I have to hold my breath
Close my eyes and play a happy role
There are days I have to force myself out of bed
Nights I have to pour tears into my pillow before I can sleep
Where music helps to drown out the thoughts
Silence the voices in my head
But sometimes that isn't enough
Sometimes I need more
When the only thing to help is to be numb
To drink the pain at ease
To write simple words
But words are never enough
Never amount to the way I feel
Cause a story is only as good as the writer makes it
And I'm always holding back
Afraid to say the things that are stuck in my brain
The reasons my heart aches
And my eyes only rain when I'm alone
But this is my pain
The never-ending kind
There's pauses in between but it always come back
Always comes in waves
Short moments lived are calm
Too sad to sleep
Too many voices inside my head
Thoughts that can't be erased
Wanting to ask for help but my anxiety gets the best of me
So I sit in silence and wait
Until I'm drained
Until my eyes no longer will stay open
Forgive me when I take a day to lay in bed
A day when I don't clean
When I don't do my school work
You don't know how hard I try
To force myself to do what needs done
Some days are harder than others
But I always try
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Shattered With Love
PoetryDo you find yourself loving someone but still feel broken? Do you feel your stomach tremble when your heart is breaking? Do you feel like no one understand the way you are feeling? If so, maybe this is for you. People hurt people. Love is the most c...
