My Roommate, My Enemy (BXB) On Hold

Chapter Nine (Edited)

De'Andre p.o.v.
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I CAN'T BELIEVE I WAS BEING REMORSEFUL TOWARDS HIM...... HE SAVED MY LIFE, AND I WILL ALWAYS BE THANKFUL, BUT TO THINK I COULD BE FRIENDS WITH HIM.....I WAS ABSOLUTELY WRONG.
HE IS TRASH.

It has been a couple of days since breakfast, and the tension in the room is high. And not only that but like a creeper, he comes to the diner during my shift to not even eat but do "homework or just study" code to keep an eye on me.

He is a thorn in my backside and a heavy distraction. He is making me so upset...
At this point, I am considering getting a roommate change becuase of all the things I have going on with him.

"You're about to go to work," Sebastian says, coming out of the bathroom with only a towel around his waist and sitting down.

I have also started to notice little things about him. It does not take much for me to get flustered nowadays. Just avoid it.

"Yeah I am, are you going to join again like a creep"

"No, I will not go back and join, .... your shifts are just dreadful.....just make sure you keep your mind sharp and rested for the game we have coming up this week, becuase if you fuck up i will tell coach and have your ass benched"

"See it is responses like that, that make everyone hate you"

"Do not make me laugh De'Andre..... hate....... I am 95% percent sure it is not that. Have you not seen how they look at me, how you have started looking at me?" he says, laughing sarcastically.

" I do not look at you anyway.... so dont get confused with you superiority complex shit you have going on Sebby...... I absolutely demise you. I will not kiss your ass like everyone else and don't worry about me I never fuck up. We have lived two very different lives, so I am definitely used to working and handling all my shit".

" You just can not ever take advice; when I mentioned it at brunch, I was truly trying to look out for you. But I will not do that again becuase you blatantly have an issue with someone looking out for you. And I have no superiority complex. That is just you feeling inferior to me when you are around me, so work on that... I am done conversating with you .... you can go to work," He says, turning his back to me, moisturizing his skin.

"Look here, I don't appreciate you talking to me like that. I in no way feel inferior to you. And I will not even mention how you said I have issues with others looking out for me..... I feel you were trying to say something else, but you know what I am so done with you. I am going to the head of housing this week to request a room change because I'm so tired of you intruding into my life." I say, grabbing his wrist and forcing him to face me.

"I could care less about what you do or request," he says, trying to pull out of my grip. I only tighten my grip on his wrist, glaring at him.

"Let go of me," he says, turning his head away from mine and looking down. I let go of him and grab my shit, about to leave him there alone.

" Wait De'Andre," Sebastian says, grabbing my wrist  I just turn around to face him.

"What do you want"

"I will be better if you just stay as my roommate. I can not. I am not good with people, especially in a closed-in area. I know we are not friends, but I will try to at least coexist. I am used to you being here, kind of off, so," he says, looking down and avoiding eye contact with me.

" I will think about it, Sebastian. I need to go to work." He lets go of me and nods his head, letting some of his strands of wet hair fall into his face.
Without thinking, I push his hair back, tucking it behind his ear; I feel him shake a little bit at the contact.