My Roommate, My Enemy (BXB) On Hold

Chapter Eleven (PART TWO)

De'Andre p.o.v.
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(events again but in deandre point of view)

Never in my life, have I just been so fed up with someone and I have been through a lot. Sebastain....... the boy I wish I never met, always occupy my head in the worse ways. There is so much wrong with him he's snobbish, does not accept help when he obviously needs it. He really is just the thorn in my backside. I was suppose to be able to enjoy college without all this mess. But he is exactly like the people I use to avoid back home but in a different, annoying way.

AND he has made the alcohol taste bad, as soon as he walked through the door I knew my night was going to turn around..... he just has the efffect. As he walked in ofcourse everyone was drooling and following his every move with thier eyes. They all just worship him for no reason, if they knew how he really is they would not look at him the way they do. That Ass.............. and he ruined the game for me.

Never in a million year did I think I would throw a tandrum and over this boy at that. My dad did not raise me to be like this but to alway remain confident and let all the negative comment rolll off and not effect me. To be my own person and only care about what i think. But recntly Sebastain has broken my shield and I can not help but be riled up by him. I defiently care about what he thinks of me, I think.

And defiently knows it, he is so fucking sly. he came here to get my attention, I just know it, That is simply something he would do passively.

No NO NO, Maybe it is becuase I have never been this close to another as in we live together, so we are forced to communicate, So maybe I never had a strong wall up and the first place I was just antisocial so I never got expirience these things..........

Am I making excuses.......... WHY AM I PANICKING..... why have I not taken my eyes off him since he have entered......... What the fuck De'Andre....... get yourself togther........

He look so gorgeous tonight to..... head to toe....... I am not blind, I might not like him, but he defiently is an attravtive person. At some point I just turned my head away feeling like a creep and continued my conversation with Jamie and Shae....... I think they are hitting it off...........'

After a while of enjoying myself without alcohol only one cup .... im a athlete...... I go to the kitchen only to be met with a digusting scene of tucker touching Sebastain and everyone just watches amused as he is clearly uncomfortable and scared. I felt my blood boil and before i know it i aggressively snatch sebastian away from him. I should not have did it like that but i reacted before I could think. I wanted to fuck Tucker up, he was obviosly scared when someone stood up which is why he walk away.

If he ever touch what is mine I swear Tucker is done for, he has one to many strikes with me. AND Elijah that son of bitch is hardly a friend fuck him to. AND FUCK SEBASTAIN to he hit me after I put my neck out there for him. I admit I was wrong with what I said to him, I should not have said it, he pissed me off and I wanted to hurt his feeling.

Im not perfect but he did not have to hit me the only person he should have hit is Tucker, why me....... I only try to help him but he takes advantage up me. AND now sebastain is drinking up a storm pretending to be happy and a slut for those around him and I even see him stumble of the dance floor he clearly needs help but he will not get it from me fuck him.

Some time passes, and I can not help but get nervous as Sebastain has not returned and still doing god knows what or even drinking more. I really do not want sebastain mom back in the hospital becuase he gets alcohol poisoning or some shit.

Groaning I decide to look for him, going up the stairs checking everyroom until I reach a locked one. I knock on the door only to see Tucker at the door looking dischelved and his zipper down, my heart drop and push open the door without a seconf though closing it behind me.