Sturniolo Brother one shots

Nick-Ed p4

⚠️⚠️Ed ⚠️ if this triggers you don't read

This is based on my personal problems with Ed's. If you even need help feel free to reach out. This is a safe space.

Go eat something.

Nick Pov

"Nick!" I heard one of my brothers yell. Probably Chris.

Shit. Shit. Shit.

"Shit Nick." Another voice yelled. It was probably Matt though I wasn't really paying attention to who.

"Get the fuck out!" I yelled back as they came closer to me.

They aren't supposed to be in here. They aren't suppose to know.
"Nick.." I Matt said. His voice was traced with worry and fear. I don't think I've ever heard him this scared, and I never wanted to.

"No.. no.. you weren't supposed to find out." I told them barley about a whisper, though I'm pretty sure both of them heard it.

"Nick... Come here." I was pulled into a hug by Matt.

I haven't had a hug in a while, and it felt amazing. Especially one from my brothers. I could feel him squeeze me tight, probably worried I would vanish if he met go.

"Let's go to my room. Okay?" Chris said after a few minutes. Matt offered his hand to help and get up, which I accepted. He then pushed me in front of him and guided me to Chris's room. Though I did know the way believe it or not.

Once we were in Chris's room he gently closed the door behind him, then instructed me to sit on his bed.

"I Dont-" I tried to argue before being interrupted.

"Nick. Sit down on the bed please." Chris tried again.

"I rea-" I argued again just to be shot down.

"Nicolas. Bed. Sit. Now." Chris told me sternly.

I reluctantly sat down on the bed, then started to stare at the ground hoping they would just disappear. Spoiler alert. It didn't work.

"How long?" Matt asked me from beside Chris.

"A few months." I mumbled and received a slight nod from Chris and Matt.

"Nick... how much do you weight?"

Shit.

"129" I whispered.

"What was that?" Chris asked me.

"129." I told then again, slightly louder then the first time.

"Shit Nick!" Matt exclaimed.

"I-"

"That's really unhealthy Nick. You shouldn't do that to yourself." Chris told me.

I knew it wasn't healthy. Im not an idiot, it was just easier to lose weight. Which I needed to do. Badly.

"I'm sorry." I mumble.

"No. Nicolas. This isn't something you can just apologize and leave alone. This is Serious and extremely dangerous! What if you passed out from lack of food? People die from these. Okay? You could have died. Do you not realize this?" Chris told me loudly.

"Sorry." I repeated. There wasn't really much else to say.

"I know. I know you are. You should have came to us, we could have helped you. We're your brothers Nick. Your triplets." Matt said softly.

I felt tears start to form in my eyes. There right Though. I could have came to them, but I wouldn't have. I could have stoped it. I just needed to lose a few more pounds. I just have to get to 120. Then I'll stop. For good.

"I was gonna stop. I just needed to lose a few more pou-" I started to tell them as tears started falling down my face.

"No nick. You wouldnt. Okay? You wouldn't of been able to. You can't just control these things. That's what people tell themselves, that they can stop and they just need to lose a few more pounds. Then they can't stop. Then they lose more and more weight. Till they are nothing. Till they can't walk, or run, or eat anything.." Matt replied.

More and more tears started to fall from my face as I looked back towards the ground.

"Look at me." I heard Matt say, though I just ignored it. "Nick. Look at me." I kept staring at the ground before I felt a hand lift my chin up.

I then felt a hand rubbing my back as I saw Chris sit besides me.

"Nick I love you." Matt started to say before he pointed to himself and Chris. "We love you. And I know you think you can control it but you can't. Not today not tomorrow. Nobody can. You have an Eating Disorder."

No. No. No.
I mean It wasn't a big shock. I knew it was true. But it was different coming from someone else.

"I know that hard to hear Nick. But you have an Eating Disorder, and that's really serious. Okay? That's scares me, and it scares Chris. And probably you to. You are important and perfect the way you are. You always have been. But this. This is not okay. You have to come to us. You can come to us." Matt sat down on the other side of me. I felt him gently turn ny head to look at him, so we're face to face.

"I'm sorry. Im-I'm so-rry." I started to sob. I couldn't keep it in anymore.

"Shh. It's okay. Your okay now." I heard Chris tell me and Matt pulled me into his lap and started to stroke my hair as Chris kept rubbing my back.

"Sorr-" I started to say again.

"Shh. It's okay Nick. Don't apologize. We'll talk more later, just go to sleep. Okay?" Chris told me and I nodded my head, before closing my eyes.

"Shh. Just go to sleep. Shh." Chris started saying again.

After I few more minutes I felt my body relax and I started to drift into the darkness.

Matt's POV.

"He asleep now?" I asked Chris since I couldn't see his eyes with him on my lap.

"Yeah. Yeah he is." He replied. "We're horrible brothers."

"Chris-" I started to say before getting cut of.

"No. No. We should of noticed. We're his triplets. He knows the second on of us is slightly down, or isn't feeling great. Every time you get an Anxiety attack or I get depressed he knows, he helps us. but he has an eating disorder for months and we don't even notice. We should have known." Chris told me and I started to see a few tears drop from his eyes.

"It's not your fault. He's good at hiding things, he always has been. The only ting that matters is we know now. Now we can help him." I said. I grabbed Chris face and wiped the tears from under his eyes.

"Okay." He replied.

"Okay. When he wakes up we need to make sure he eats though."

"Definitely. And probably establish a few more things." Chris agreed and I nodded.

"A good idea."

Welp that's the end of my shitty book. Idk why y'all like it so much (not that I don't appreciate it! I do!)

Anyways make sure you eat food drink some water and get some SLEEP.
Have an amazing day
I love you.