Sturniolo Brother one shots

Self esteem-Matt

Hey, do u mind making a chapter where Matt has like low self esteem issues ( yk like in that video where he kept saying that he was boring and the Nick and Chris kept forgetting him). And when Nick and Chris notice that there brother is upset about something they comfort him.

I definitely can try.

Sorry this took so long, I've been busy with school and have had major writers block, so it's rushed.

Also I don't agree with anything negative im writing, I love all three triplets, I don't think any of them are boring.

Matt POV

Me, Nick, and Chris, we're driving back home from a car video. They were arguing about something stupid, like always, leaving me to think about the video. They had called me boring, again. I know they were just joking, but it kinda hurt. I already know I'm boring and uninteresting, they didn't need to say it out loud.

I pulled up in front of our house, and immediately got out of the car after parking, heading towards my room.

I closed the door quickly after entering sitting against my door, leaving me and my thoughts alone in the room.

What if there's right?
I'm boring..

I mean I barley even talk.
And when I do they always speak over me.

And there's always videos about Chris and Nick being the funniest triplet, or favorite triplet.
Barley anything about me.

I mean people still like me though..
right?

right...

Ugh. I groaned loudly, digging my nails into my arm.  

Do Nick and Chris actually think I'm boring?

They can't.. can they? I mean they are my triplets they wouldn't... would they?

I dug my nails deeper into my arm. A small tear fell from my eye, as I kept thinking.

"Matt." I heard Nick say.

"Hmm?" I answer walking towards him.

"Me and Chris are going to McDonald's, you want something?" He asked.

"How though? Who's going to drive?" I questioned, kinda hoping I could come with them.

"Oh Chris is going to, I mean he's getting his license soon so"

"Oh ok."

"Did you want something?" Nick asked again sounding slightly aggravated.

"No thanks." I replied walking back towards my room.

( that night.. dun dun dunnn duh duh duh dun ) ( don't question me)

"Matt!" I heard Nick scream.

"What?" I asked slightly annoyed, while walking out of my room.

"Let's go! We need to film a car video!" Chris replied.

"Oh." I said, then started walking to the car.

The car was dead silent on the way there, I could feel two pairs of eyes staring at me.

I set up the camera then we started filming.

"So guys we just pre-filmed a bunch of videos and..." Chris started saying, then Matt started to zone out, with his thoughts. Once again.

After what felt like forever, Matt felt someone shake him shoulder which brought him back.

"Matt?" Nick said.

"Hm?"

"You okay.." Chris asked concern all over his face, I looked towards the camera, only to find it was turned off.

"Yeah. Yeah I'm fine." I replied with a fake smile. I looked at my brothers, they could see right through me.

"Bullshit." I heard Chris responded.

I went to respond but was interrupted.

"No. Don't even, you've been different."

"I-"

"Yes, you have," Nick said interrupting me again.

A few seconds passed before anyone spoke.

"Come on Matt. What's wrong?" Nick asked

I sighed. "It's nothing." I don't know why I said anything but for some reason i always blab my feelings and thoughts to my brothers, even if I don't want to. "It's stupid."

"I doubt that." Chris mumbled. "Matt just tell us."

"I- idk. I guess I just feel like I'm not as good as you guys. Everyone always says I'm boring, even you guys do an-and they forget about me a lot, everything's always nicks my favorite o-or nicks so funny, Chris is the best, Chris is so supportive. Never me." I rushed out then looked down at my hands, fidgeting them in my lap.

"Matt." Nick started to say then stopped, trying to find the right words.

"None of that is true. You are as good as us. And we don't mean any of that, besides we are just joking. Okay?" Chris told me.

I didn't reply which made Nick start to speak.

"Yeah Matt, we love you. Your our brother, of course we're going to joke around with you, but don't take it seriously, and don't listen to the negative comments. They are fucking lies." I gave a small nod.

Chris leaned over to me and brought me into a big hug as Nick rubbed my back.

"Let's just film another night. Chris, want to drive?" Nick asked.

"Sure. Matt sit in the back with Nick." Chris instructed and I listened.

Once Chris started to drive a leaned my head on nicks shoulder and he brought his arm around me.

"I love you Matt." Nick whispered to me.

"Love you too."

The end.
Anyways,
Have a awesome day.
Love you.