I hadn't realized how late it was until I rolled over to look at the clock that was on the side table. It was 2 in the morning. I sat up searching for my phone; which were in my pants. Which were on the floor on the other side of the room. I tried to slowly creep out of the bed, wincing at every small squeak the mattress made. I waited for my eyes to adjust to the dark. I tipped toed around not knowing where I was going at all. I held my hands out to feel around. I thought that if crawled it would be easier to find my way around so I did.
Kellin.
"Dammit!" I heard someone shout. I sat up instantly, turning on the lamp that was on the side table of the bed. Once the light was on I saw Vic on the floor. Naked, rubbing his head... like his actual head, not the other head. "What the hell are you doing Fuentes?" I asked him, generally confused.
"I was trying to find my pants so I could get my phone, but I bumped my head on whatever the hell that was" he said while getting up from the floor. I couldn't help but laugh a little. "That doesn't explain why you were on the floor." He gave me that look that meant shut up. I smiled real wide, holding back a laugh. Vic found his pants and reached in the pocket for his phone before slipping them on "shit!" He said sharply, "Vanessa's been blowing up my phone, 10 voice mails, 16 missed calls and so many unseen texts... I don't think my phone even knows a number that high "He sighed and sat on the edge of the bed, his back facing me. "What are you doing?" I asked crawling up behind him. "Calling her back." He sighed in annoyance. I watched him dial her number before holding the phone to his ear. "Hey VA-" he stopped, I hear high pitched whines coming from the phone.
"I was visiting my cousin tony and ended up passing out, I'm sorry I'll be home soon." He hung up the phone. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders, placing small kisses up his neck. "I got to go" he said getting up and grabbing his shirt from off the ground. "What about all that I want to be with you stuff? Or did you just say that to get in my pants?" I sat up on my knees. Vic sighed, " I meant everything I said, I..I just need sometime..."
"TIME?! YOU HAD THREE FUCKING YEARS!" I yelled
"kellin, baby let me talk to Vanessa first. You know how dramatic she is." he held my hands.
"Alright.."I pouted.
" I love you" Vic smiled as he lent into me, softly pecking my lips. I couldn't help but mumble an 'I love you too' in return. he slipped his shirt and shoes on before heading out the bed room door. i let out a deep sigh as i fell back onto my bed. my cheeks hurt from how hard i was smiling. i rolled over to the side vic slept in, grabbing the pillow, it smelled just like him.
Vic
i rushed to vanessa's, i had to set her straight. i didnt even bother parking properly. i was preparing what i was gonna say in the car. i walked up to her condo door; i had a key. when i walked in she basically tackled me with a hug. "VIIICC guess what!!" she cheered. i shook my head " look vanessa i really need to talk to you." i said pulling her off me. "me first" she said pulling me towards her all white sofa. we sat and she kept smiling and jumping. "let me go first" she insisted but i didnt get a chance to respond when she said two words that made my world shatter under me right when i thought i had everything figured out and perfect. "im pregnant!" she screamed, a huge smile stretched across her face. i was at a loss for words, my mouth hung open. i didnt know what to say. but i managed to let something come out my mouth "how?" i choked. she pulled back "what do you mean?" she looked at me like i was kidding but this was no time for that at all. " nessa ..we only did anal.." she giggled, she fucking laughed like this was joke.
"you slipped"
"why didnt you tell me!"
"why would i tell you?"
" cause you know i didnt use a condom, and i wouldn't pullout."
"well why wouldn't you pull out! its your fault!" she stood up.
"cause i thought i was in your ass! GIRLS CANT GET PREGNANT FROM ANAL!, ITS YOUR FAULT, YOURE BUTT FEELS THE SAME AS YOUR PUSSY THATS PRETTY SAD." Iam so done putting up with her, shes fucking crazy. she looked at me like she couldn't believe i just said that. i scoffed " i should have known the different, it was alot looser!" i stood up too. "GET OUT! i thought youd be happy!! LEAVE" i happily made my way to the door. " AND IM KEEPING IT!" she yelled before slamming the door as i stormed out of it. i went to my car and sat in the driver seat thinking about everything that just happed in the last few hours.
it was so much to take in, i checked my phone; its 3:47am. i sighed and rested my head on the stirring wheel. how am i going to tell kellin? just when he took me back! just when i thought i had everything in my life worked out,i knew what i wanted to do.i pulled out the small black velvet box from the glove box of my car. i opened it, revealing the silver band that had 'forever' engraved on it.
it was for kellin, the plan was to propose to him after dinner and say some super romantic shit so he'll fall back inlove with me and say yes. i bought the ring three years ago and was just waiting for the right time, but it never came. i feel like i have no control over my future and just when i think i do somthing happens and it spins out of control. i needed to be in control again.
i started the car and drove straight back to kellins.
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"oh my god!" kellins voice under the tears. " is-is she sure? how do you know if its even yours?" i held him closer as we sat on the bed. " i dont, if you dont want to be with me anymore i completely understand." i said, he sat up, his body leaving mine. he wiped his tears. " what?" he asked quite. "i dont know if i can be with you and rise another person's child kellin" i said careful, he shook his head as more tears fell, " im just telling you-"
"and im telling you im not going, theres no way im living without you. im staying." he stood up from the bed while remind seated on the bed. "im not waking up tomorrow morning and finding that you're not there! im not gonna leave you. your the best man ive ever known theres no way i could ever go! i dont wanna be free, im staying and you're gonna love me!" he spoke in such determination he voice not breaking once. i stood up to face him. "marry me" i said looking deep into his eyes that went wide. "wh-what?" he said, he seemed like he was speechless. i reached in my pocket and pulled out the small black velvet box and opened it to showed it to him. i looked at it then up at me, more tears brimmed his eyes as he smiled, i returned it. he nodded, i took the ring out and grabbed his hand, sliding it on his ring finger, it fit perfectly. kellin looked at ring and let out a small laugh. "i love you" i told him lifting his chin up so he's looking at me. kellin wrapped his arms around my neck and pressed his lips against mine. he mumbled 'i love you too' against my lips.
I took control of my future and kellin was defiantly going to be a big part of it, i decided that a long time ago.
