Kit walkers x y/n

SEX 😰

It was the next day and we were all making dough. Me and kit were on a table, grace and Lana were separated from us

"I could sure use a cigarette about now"
Kit sighed

I reached into my pocket and pulled one out

"Thought you said you didn't smoke?"
Kit giggled

"It's the fifties, everyone smokes. Gotta keep one on hand"
I shrugged
"Hey that's new"

I poked a cut on his lip, he winced at the pain

"Yeah, Arden smacked me around, shot me with x-rays.. looking for that.. that thing he found in my neck"
He smiled, pushing my hand away

"The tracker from the aliens?"
I asked

"You still believe me, don't you"
He giggled a little

"And you still believe I'm from the future"
I giggled back
"But it doesn't matter what i believe"

"It does"
Kit assured me, placing a hand on my back
"Especially in this place, your story is who you are"

"I wish i could.. forget my story. I'm too deep in this to go back"
I mumbled

"No, you have to say it out loud all the time just to keep it straight in your head"
He said softly

I sighed

"Tell me"
He coaxed
"Tell me your story. I won't judge you. I won't tell a soul"

"My.."
I started
"My dad is.. is a psychopath. He's.. the son of.. i can't say just yet. He's manipulative... toxic.. but.. he's the kind of man who'd do anything for his little girl, Even kill a person. When he loves somebody he loves somebody. He'd do anything for me. He wants to give me the love he didn't receive as a kid, he grew up in the foster system. But.. he just doesn't know how to show me that love. He's abandoned me to.. 'try and give me a better life' but he just couldn't live without his princess. I was a mistake. He got a girl pregnant and she didn't want the baby. Left me on his doorstep"

"He sounds like.. a struggling father"
Kit said, trying to make me feel better

"I love my dad. He tries his best.. despite his past"
I said

"You'll reconnect"
Kit patted my back

"Mr. Walker"
A nun walked up to us
"Dr. Thredson would like to see you"

Kit nodded, i went back to the bread

-

I was called to dr. Thredson. I entered his office and sat on a chair

"Were thinking about using electro-shock therapy to.. cure you"
Thredson started

"No"
I shook my head
"I'm not doing that, i can't do that"

"I know, that's what i told them. Your not doing the therapy, we're putting you on medication"
He slid a cup in front of me

"What's in it?"
I asked
"It better not be horse tranquillisers"

"Take them and find out"
Thredson smiled

"Now your sounding a bit suspicious"
I noted
"I don't think I'll be taking them"

"Okay, take them in your own time. I'll send a cup to your room for you to try out later"
He said
"But we need to figure out who your parents are. Can i take a blood sample for a test? To find out who your parents are"

"No"
I shook my head, the results would probably inform thredson that I'm somehow related to him
"No way, no. I'm petrified of blood.. or- or needles"

I stood up, backing away from the desk

"I-"
I looked around skittishly
"Where's kit?"

"Ahh.. yes kit. He's on bakery duty. I let him off just before you came in"
Thredson said
"You may go now"

I walked out of the office and into the bakery

Kit was kneading some dough, the folds turned into punches

"Are you seeing sister judes face in the dough?"
I asked, walking up to him
"I wanna punch her too, for making us work double shifts"

"What if i am crazy?"
He asked, his voice low and menacing
"Huh? What if i imagined the whole thing? The space ship, the creatures, alma abducted. What if i made it up because i couldn't face what I'd done. I mean.. you'd know"

"Why are you saying this now?"
I asked, looking around
"Does thredson have something to do with this?"

"Yeah, he.. he said some things that are starting to make sense"
He started kneading the dough again, i walked over to him

"Well, if you were crazy, they wouldn't make sense to you"
I assured him
"Self-doubt is a sure sign of sanity"

"Wait, you're confusing me. If... you're saying that if I'm crazy, then i would believe dr. Thredson, but if I'm sane, then my crazy stories would would be true?"
He asked

"I have no clue what you're trying to say to me"
I smiled

We both laughed a little, his expression was a bit more relaxed

"What am i?"
He asked, knowing i had all the answers
"Crazy or sane?"

I didn't respond, i didn't want to ruin the timeline

He grabbed my throat and held me tight

I was shocked, the movement was so fast my neck burned

"Am i a killer?"
He asked through his teeth, his expression hardened

"I-"
I started, trying to think of a way out of this
"I don't care. Whatever you are, I'll stick with you"

His lips met mine, i had an awful realisation

I'm grace. It should have been grace but i took her place

I shuddered at the thought, it was too late now to set them up

He placed his hands on my back, i cupped his cheeks

He pushed me towards the table and sat me down, he unbuckled his belt then placed his hands on my legs

I started breathing weird, i knew what was going to happen to me.. to us if this happened. I'm wasn't sure if i could cope with the consequences

I let him do it anyway, it was crucial for the timeline

I grabbed a handful of his hair, i closed my eyes not thinking of the repercussions

He laid me down, finished, then placed his head on my chest

A guard walked through the door and saw us

"Shit"
I knew this was gonna happen