𝐈 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 - ℛ𝘦𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘤𝘢 𝒞𝘭𝘢𝘳𝘬𝘦

𝑁𝐼𝑁𝐸𝑇𝐸𝐸𝑁

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EU ESTAVA TRANCADA em meu quarto ouvindo música bem alta, já que estava sozinha em casa, pois meus pais foram trabalhar.

Não que eu esteja sofrendo, ou algo assim, mas... Tá bom, eu tô sofrendo, tô literalmente sozinha, já que terminei meu namoro faz mais ou menos um ano, todos os meus amigos se mudaram e foram viver suas vidas e eu me tornei uma depressiva que não tem ninguém.

Tô brincando... Ou não... Sei lá, eu tô tentando viver minha vida, mesmo sozinha mas tá difícil. Meus pais estão cada vez mais ocupados no trabalho e os meus irmãos também, todos os meus amigos se mudaram, eu terminei com Rebecca e não tenho mais contato com ela, só nos vemos na escola e basicamente a escola inteira me acha uma estranha depressiva por causa do idiota do namorado da Rebecca que espalhou boatos por aí. Tá bom, chega de crise existencial.

— She told me that she loved me by the water fountain
She told me that she loved me and she didn't love him
And that was really lovely 'cause it was innocent
But now she's got a cup with something else in it

It's getting kind of blurry at a quarter past ten
And he was in a hurry to be touching her skin
She's feeling kind of dirty when she's dancing with him
Forgetting what she told me by the water fountain

Now he's grabbing her hips and pulling her in
Kissing her lips and whispering in her ear
And she knows that she shouldn't listen
And that she should be with me by the water fountain

She couldn't be at home in the nighttime because
It made her feel alone but at that time she was
Too young
I was too young

I should've built a home with a fountain for us
The moment that she told me that she was in love
Too young
I was too young

Too young
Too young
Too young
Young

And if she ever goes back to the water fountain
The handle will be broken and the rust set in
But my hand it will be open and I'll try to fix it
My heart it will be open and I'll try to give it

Now I'm grabbing her hips and pulling her in
Kissing her lips and whispering in her ear
And I know that is only a wish
And that we're not standing
By the water fountain — eu cantava em meu quarto, quando sou interrompida por um esquilo na minha janela. — Merda, que susto, filho da puta.

Me deito novamente e abaixo um pouco a música que tocava na Alexa. Escutei alguns barulhos de chave no andar de baixo. Minha mãe chegou.