Sweetest Sin

Sin 8

SIN 8

Making you horny and making you smile are my two favorite things.

- shivam chandak-

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Author: does that mean you have a twisted mind, ganun?.. Lahat ba nang guevara kasing baliw mo?

Kiel: Alfred and I have a big difference, he's just an insect if you compare him to me.

Author: kung sabagay, you wouldn't ehem hit a minor girl if you were in your right mind ahahahaha.

Kiel: *death glare*

Author: s-sorry sabi ko nga mag patuloy ka nalang sa pag kukwento mo ehehehe.

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Heavy rain was pouring down outside the house along with a strong gust of wind, I could still hear the sound creaking of the defective iron window from below the garage on the left side of our property.

Mukhang may bagyo nanaman dahil ilang oras na din ang malalakas na pagbuhos ng ulan at walang humpay na pag bayo ng malalakas na hangin from the outside and several trees have also fallen that are on the other vacant lot not far from this location.

I peered at the soundly sleeping angel in my bed, patuloy parin ang kanyang pag hikbi mula pa kanina matapos ang kanyang mahabang pag iyak.

Ala una na ng madaling araw pero hindi parin ako makatulog sapagkat inaalala ko parin ang mga bagay na nagawa ko kanina sa kanya, I can't really forgive myself because that's one of the things I shouldn't have done, it's a big mistake that I'm overwhelmed by my strong emotions.

buwisit!! why did I let this happen to Annika.

Lumapit ako sa kanya at umupo ako sa kama kung saan malapit sya nakahiga, hinawi ko ang mga hibla ng kanyang buhok na tumatakip sa kanyang mukha, I watched her tearful eyes and gently wiped the drops of her pain and sadness with my sinful index finger.

Wala na akong karapatan na hawakan ka pa mahal ko, hindi ko alam kung papaano pa kita mapapasaya if I am like this having a despicable personality inside my self.

Patuloy lamang sya sa pag hikbi at hindi ko ito makayanan, I feel her pain and sorrow that now I also grieve. Every time She sobs, it's like a knife piercing my heart.

Hindi ko naman akalain na mang yayari ito, hindi ko ito sinasadya mahal ko sana mapatawad mo pa ako Annika, this is the reason why I prefer to be alone, ito ang dahilan kaya hindi ko ma tolerate ang mga tao sa paligid ko kaya mas pinili ko nalang ilayo ang aking sarili sa mundo kaysa naman makagawa pa ako ng isang bagay na pag sisisihan ko sa buong buhay ko.

"Please forgive me my love?, I love you so much Annika" lumapit ako sa mukha nya at binigyan ko sya ng halik sa kanyang pisngi malapit sa kanyang labi.

"can i still say that you are mine? Do I have the right to deprived you to others? Annika" I put a blanket on half of her body, I stood up and went to the side of my room near the window where the sliding door to the balcony is.