kik + cake

chapter 5

A/N
This chapter may trigger some thoughts. This chapter has abuse, cutting and a suicid attempt.
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'>D' means delivered.
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[Edited]
|Lukes|
It was the next day and Ashton ended up sleeping over. He fell asleep after I chased him for my phone. He knocked out on my bed so I took the bean bag. Surprisingly it was quite comfortable.

"Ashton wake up, I'm going make breakfast" I said walking him up. "No its to early" He said. "It's 9 get your lazy bum up and help me make breakfast" I said. "Who ever you're going to marry isn't going to be lucky" Ashton said finally getting up. "Come on, what do you want to eat" I asked. "Let's just go to McDonald's" he said. "Well are you going to pay for it" I said. "Of course, as long as you drive us there" he said. "Okay " I said grabbing the keys.

I was 18 so I had my drivers license already. Ashton was turning 19 and he still can't drive to save his life. Last time Ashton drived and I was in the car, we got about 3 tickets. Never again.

"We're here" I said. "Yay!" Ashton said going into the fast food restaurant. "Welcome to McDonald's, what would you like" a boy with colored hair said. "I'll like a cheeseburger and some fries with a drink" Luke said. "Okay and for you, cutie" The boy said. I saw his name tag. The boy with colored hair was named Michael. "Um well," Ashton said blushing. "I'll like the same" he said. "Your total will be 15.75" Michael said. "Here you go" Ashton said handing him the money.

We got our food and ate. We had small talk about how I shouldn't live at my house and what not.

I have to live there I have no where to go. Yeah sure my home isn't save but that's the only thing I got, I got no where to go. We stayed for an hour or so and then we went to the store which took a couple hours, a lot of hours.

I drove to Ashtons place to drop him off. We said our goodbyes and I drove away from his driveway.

I got home about 10 minutes later. When I walked in my dad was drinking again. My mum was in the kitchen cooking dinner. I walked past my dad hoping that he wouldn't start a conversation.

"Son, where were you" he yelled. "I was with Ashton" I said. "That homo? Why" he said. "Because he's my friend and so what he's gay" I said. "No one hangs around my son that's gay" he said. "Well to bad! He's my best mate and I'm gay too" I yelled. "No you're not! I told you this before! No son of mine is gay" he said getting up from the couch. "And I told you before to bad I'm gay, and why are you such a homophobic person" I yelled.

My dad got me from my shirt and puched me down. He kicked my stomach and kicked my leg. He grabbed me and prushed me on the wall. "I said no son if mine is gay" he said. He punched me. I fell down. Blood at the tip of my lip. Thank god my lip piercing didn't fall off.

I looked to my left and my mum was standing there. Just standing there, she did nothing to stop it. She couldn't, he would have done the same with her.

I got up stumbling a bit of course. My body ached from head to toe. The stairs was the hard part of it all.

I finally reached my room and collapsed on my bed like a drunk person. I just wanted to lay here, forever. I couldn't though. I got my phone from my pocket and went on kik.

"Hi">D

The messaged had send and I put my phone down. I closed my eyes until I felt the vibration.

"Or hey"

"What?">R

"Hi or hey, it's a record company"

"Oh, I didn't know that">R

"I can tell, so what's up"

"Nothing but I can tell you who was down, me">R