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Lukes pov
I hesitated a bit. not knowing if this is a great idea. maybe it isn't. maybe I should. 'stop being a wimp' I told my-self.
I press install and the app installed pretty quickly. my stomach began to hurt, or maybe their just butterflies. I clicked the app.
sign in
sign up
I press sign in.
username..
password..
I typed in
'Lukespenguin'
and typed my password.
*******
I pressed log in and it sent me to the conversations I had have. the first one was Calum.
don't do it Luke, he doesn't need you.
I shake my head not wanting to think of that right now. I press his name and thought what to type. but only 2 words came to my mind so I typed them.
"I'm sorry">D
I put my phone down and ran down stairs to see my mom sleeping on the couch. I got sad knowing she's working harder now.
"mom wake up go to your bed" I said and she noded and have me a kiss. then walked to bed.
See what you do, you make her work hard.
"stop" I mumbled going to the kitchen to get some food.
the fat ass is eating again, oh what a surprise.
"Shut up" I said a but more louder. I just got a banana and ran back up stairs. I layed on my bed eating my banana.
Luke, why don't you go to your special box?
why don't you try to end your life again? maybe this time it would work.
nobody wants you, kill yourself.
"no" I said.
now!
"please stop, just please" I said this time I was crying. they have been worse. ever since I stop talking to Calum. they've been getting louder and louder. everyday. I feel my phone buzz and I grabbed it.
"What do you want Luke"
"I'm just sorry, okay? you have to let me explain everything">R
"Okay explain why you stop texting me"
"my mom said she talked to your parents, and that they both think it was good for you to stay away from me. I only agreed because I didn't want to hurt you but the more I think of it both of us are getting hurt. my thoughts are getting stronger and I know Josh punches are getting stronger as well. I don't want you to get hurt. I never did. so I let you go. I let my love go">R
"so you left me because you didn't want to hurt me?"
"yeah..">R
"Luke, can we meet up?"
"sure where">R
"at the mall"
"okay be there in 20">R
that time I knew I had to make calum mine I had to make everything right. I need to protect calum from everything.
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kik + cake
Fanfiction"heyy" "Who's this?" "Calum..." "How did you get my kik?" "I found it.." --- That time where you text a stranger because you found a kik username on the ground of a music shop. [somewhat edited] [book 1] [#3 in cake]
