this isn't an update but please read.

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tw: mental health, talks of miscarriage

hey y'all.

so i know i haven't updated and that's because life got so damn hectic. i was working two jobs, working seven days a week will for sureee take a toll on your body. and mental health.

but then it got worse! some shit happened and i was dealing with it. it got dealt with and i was ready to face whatever else. nothing could have prepared me for the "whatever else" that happened. i found out i was pregnant and that i lost it all in the span of 17 hours. i was 4 weeks and 4 days along. it was a chemical pregnancy and there's nothing i did or could do about it.

i was trying to get pregnant, and i lost it. that shit's so hard man. but it's okay, i'm gonna let my body heal and i'll be pregnant again, and i'll carry full term and i'll have my lil one.

but that's what's been going on, i'll be back soon.

-JAHSEHSJOURNAL.

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