My one and only | Jikook

Chapter 8: All a lie!

Before I start this chapter, I just wanted to point out that some inappropriate words are used in this chapter, otherwise enjoy reading!
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Jk pov:

Jimin and I are now dating for almost two months and we kept it as a secret. Because first of all I didn't want anyone to know my not existing feelings towards Jimin and the second reason is because I don't want anyone to know that I like boys. But Jimin thought other ways. He asked me everyday if we could make it public and I always answered that we should wait a little bit more.

In this two months Jimin and I started to get a long better but that didn't changed my plan for making him regret what he did. Seeing his beautiful brown eyes everyday which shine with love when they meet with mine make me feel like throwing up because something in my stomach starts to tickle. Jin and my other friends think that doing this to Jimin is too much but everyone has to see the consequences of their mistakes. Of course I have learned more about Jimin and at the same time about his best friend Taehyung and I already know what I'm gonna do to both of them. The only problem was I didn't know when to do all of that.

Tonight Jimin was again at my place, we were watching a movie and cuddled in my bed. It was dark outside because it was almost 11pm and the only light that helped me to see anything in the room came from the tv. It was Sunday and tomorrow was school so I shutdown the tv. Before I did that I saw a sleeping Jimin on my chest.

The next morning was like always but something seemed to be different. Jimin looked unhappy and didn't eat anything. He didn't even talk to me and at school he just looked down like he was tired but he slept so good last night, didn't he? So I decided to ask him what was wrong. I gave him a note in class on which was written that we should meet up in the little room we always meet at school. He just nodded. After that lesson I waited till Jimin was out of class and after five minutes I walked to the same direction he walked to so no one would understand we were meeting.

As I entered the little room where everything was dark I saw a little Jimin standing in the corner and looking down like he did a mistake. I didn't know what was wrong with him so I just asked. "Babe, what's wrong?" I was standing next to him. I grabbed his chin with my hand to make him look up. As soon as I did that I regret it. All I saw in his eyes were tears, sadness and disbelief and a little bit of anger. I didn't know what he was thinking about but I needed to know. 'Does he know everything and why does it make me feel so bad?' I thought to myself.

"Don't call me that." He answered and put my hand away. After he did that he was about to leave the room but I grabbed his arm. "Please, talk to me Jimin! I want to help you!"  I looked at him and this time he was looking directly into my eyes but his eyes didn't sparkle like always, there wasn't any love. "You want to help me? What a joke!" He said and went out of the room. I followed him and pushed him roughly against the wall.

Jimin pov:

"What's your fucking problem, huh?" Jungkook shouted at me and everyone who was walking by stopped and looked at us. "Jungkook lower your voice!" I told him but he didn't listened to me. "Then you little bitch should give me an answer, do you understand?" He kept yelling at me. "If you would care you wouldn't yell at the person you love in front of everyone!" I yelled back at him. That made him shut up for a while and look at everyone. As he understood that everyone was watching his expression changed, he looked like a... fuckboy?

"Just because you are gay it doesn't mean that I love you!" He looked into my eyes with full of anger in it. It ripped my heart apart and my tears started to fall down one by one. "So everything was a lie?" I whispered. "What? A lie? What are you even talking about? And stop crying like a little pussy!" He laughed. "Do you think I would love boys and even if I would do you think I would love you?" He laughed again and everyone laughed with him.

Everyone was laughing. HE was laughing. And I? I just looked down and started to cry like a baby. 'Stop it, stop it, stop it!' I yelled to myself but it didn't help. I couldn't stop my tears and I heard all of them laughing none stop. Jungkook was talking about something but I couldn't listen to him anymore until I heard a name. "And you know what guys? Not just this little bitch is gay but his beloved best friend Tahyung is also a little slut!" Everyone laughed even more and I looked up just to see a Taehyung who has just arrived on time to this awkward situation. I looked back to Jungkook who looked at me with amusement in his eyes. "You fucking asshole!" I yelled at him and gave him a slap in his face. "That's the reason you never told me you love me!" Was the last thing I whispered before I left the school hearing people gossiping and a Taehyung shouting my name.

But I didn't care I just wanted to go Home. I just wanted to feel save and forget everything. I just wanted to be in the arms I was last night. But that won't be possible anymore! I won't let him hurt me again. The whole way to my home I just cried and what was waiting for me at home only made it worse.