My one and only | Jikook

Chapter 9: Family

Jm pov:

I reached home and stood in front of the door. First I wiped my tears away then I thought about an excuse why I came back from school so early. I couldn't think properly so I just went inside. "Hyuuuuunnng" I already heard my little brother yelling. He ran towards me and hugged me. He has big brown eyes and his lips look like mine. He was smiling and that smile comforted me a little. "Hyung, everyone is waiting for you!" He then said.

I entered the living room where I saw my mother who looked worried and my father with an annoyed expression. My older brother was just sitting there and I couldn't tell what he felt. "Sit down!" My mom said and pointed to the seat next to my Hyung. He was looking down and I already thought someone dead but that wasn't the case. "What's wrong with you all?" I asked with curiosity in my voice. My mom looked up to me and answered. "Jimin, do you have something you have to tell us?" Her voice was really annoying because she was serious, and I needed some motivation right now and not a new lesson to learn.

"Yeah, I have mom. I'm gay!" I told her. "I didn't want to tell you that but since you asked I will answer it. And if you abandon me I will accept it all." I gave her an honest answer. She started to cry and whispered somethings I didn't understand. "Why didn't you tell it sooner?" She then asked. "How could I, I thought you would abandon me and won't accept me anymore." I said. "But that doesn't mean that we have to learn it from someone else!" I heard from my left side where I saw my brothers depressive face. "What?" I was confused. Who could know that I'm gay and tell it to my family? "Who was it?" I asked. "It was someone called Jungkook, I guess!" He answered. I was shocked. How could he? He knew that I was scared how my family would react."And you don't abandon me?" I asked. "How could we? You are a part of our family!" My father answered.

After I heard that I went into my room. I couldn't hold my anger and hit against the wall till my hand started to hurt. I hated it that I loved him and I hate myself for trusting him. I just hate it so much that I want to delete all of our memories we made together but I can, it won't go away, it's always in my mind.

Jn pov:

"How can you do this to me? How can you allow someone to do something like this to me, just because he is your friend! And you didn't even tell me anything!" The boy in front of me shouted. "You are such a jerk! You can't even protect your own little brother." His voice get lower and lower. And I heard him sobbing while he was crying.

I didn't know what to do. Of course I knew that it would hurt him but I didn't think that Jungkook would really do that. And to involve him into this situation? What was that about? He shouldn't have done that, he shouldn't have done any of that but he did. And he didn't just broke one heart he broke three hearts. "Please listen, I didn't knew that he would say anything about you Tae! I- I-" I couldn't say anything else.

Taehyung and I are siblings. And he is the only one I can trust in my family because our parents don't really care about us. That's why I moved out immediately of that house. Of course Taehyung comes to visit me when anything happens at home but I guess today was the last time he would even call me 'Hyung'. We didn't want anyone to know that we are siblings because Taehyung had a lot to struggle with before. He got bullied at school and every time I tried to protect him they made fun of me too so he didn't want to let anyone know that we are siblings after we moved to another school. And I agreed but I guess I shouldn't!

He looked up into my face. "You were the only one, Hyung! You were the only person I could lay on and talk about everything. Even Jimin doesn't know that we are siblings although he is my best friend." He whispered. "I didn't thought that you would do something like this just because you don't want to lose Jungkook and you know what..." he stopped and inhaled some air. "You lost your little brother!" He finished his sentence. "But-" I wanted to say something but he didn't listen and walked out. I didn't ran after him because I knew he needed some time. I was confused! Of course I didn't want him or Jimin to be hurt but Jungkook, he is also important to me. Why can't he just be nice?