My one and only | Jikook

Chapter 10: guilty

Jk pov:

After Jimin left the school, I don't know why but I had a bad feeling. I wanted to go after him and hug him and tell him that everything I said was just a joke or a prank or something but I guess it's too late. And also I'm not gonna be weak because of someone like him, he is nothing to me. Nothing.

I didn't understood that I was looking down but as I looked up I saw everyone looking at me. Those mouths won't shut up, they will gossip all year long and I hated that. So why did I do this? I can't even remember the reason. It was so useless and so mean to do something like this. But wait! Didn't I forgot something.

*Flashback (last night):*

I covered Jimin up and looked at this beautiful face. He has such stunning, fluffy and red lips which just makes me want to kiss them but I don't want to do it without him knowing about it. I just laid next to him and put him into my arms. As I was about to fall asleep I heard something.

'Bzzzz' 'bzzzz' a phone was vibrating. I didn't know where it came from so I checked every where but than I understood that it came from Jimin's pants which he undressed to wear my pyjama which was too big and at the same time too cute on him. I put out the phone and just picked it up without thinking. "Hey, who's there?" I asked and I heard a female voice which asked me who I was and what I was doing with Jimin. I got angry when I thought that Jimin could be cheating on me. "I'm Jungkook, Jimin's boyfriend! Now hang up and don't disturb us again!" I said and was about to end the call. That was the second I looked at the screen of the phone and saw there writing 'Mom💕'  I hang up and was ashamed of what I did.

I laid back next to Jimin who this time put an arm around me. 'Jimin will be so angry!' Was the last thing I thought about and after that I fall asleep.

*Flashback end*

Oh damn it! His parents will probably be so angry! Ugh, I'm so dumb. Why? Why did I do all of this? I could just be happy with Jimin and we could love each other right now. But- but he is going to hate me forever because of me being so dumb.

I walked out the school to my car where I just sat there and thought about what I did.

And one thing was sure, I shouldn't be feeling guilty! I just didn't let him end my reputation. Everyone have to know who they are messing with, even if it's that little shit. So I just drove home because I didn't want to go to class anymore.

As I reached home I just laid in my bed and didn't get up the whole day.

Jm pov:

After my anger was gone a little bit I just stayed there and looked at the mirror. Those puffy eyes looked at mine andI looked at them. Suddenly I started laughing while I remembered why Jungkook was doing all this and that he can't reach anything with this. I just need a little bit time to forget him after that everything is fine again.

So I decided to go to sleep for today and maybe tomorrow I could find a way how to show him that he will never success to get me down.