My one and only | Jikook

Chapter 12: hospital

Jk pov:

After Jimin rejected to play with me I kept an eye on him. I watched him throwing the ball in the basket and trying to get it in. I was about to go to help him but at that moment the ball threw on his forehead and he fell down. At first I was shocked and didn't know what to do but as I realised what happened, I ran next to him.
I looked at his eyes which looked so weak and lonely and as I was staring at them, his eyes shut down and he was gone. "Call the ambulance." I shouted. I didn't want him to get hurt but I realised, I hurt him too much. The ambulance came and picked up Jimin and of course I drove with them.

When we were at the hospital I had to wait out side because they were making a check up on Jimin. And that was the moment my thoughts wanted to kill me. Why am I so dumb? I just can be kind to him and let him be my boyfriend but I didn't want to because I was too arrogant. I just saw myself and no one else. It was me everywhere. I didn't know that a person could care about me and at the same time I could care about him. That is the cliché Love stories in books or movies. But I just understood that it really could  happen. I need to stop hurting
people I love otherwise I will be for ever alone. What wouldn't be bad but Jimin.. I want to take care of him and protect him.

I saw  the door open and the Doctor came out. "He just needs to rest a little bit after that he will be fine again. It seems like he had many things to deal with these days which caused him to have too much stress. Also he is very fragile these days so he needs to be taken care of." He said and left. Does that mean I can go inside? I guess yes. So I went inside and saw an exhausted Jimin laying there in an all white bed. He looked like an angel. I wanted to cuddle him and hug him and just wanted him to feel loved but I couldn't because we aren't dating anymore.

I sat down to the chair which was next to Jimin's bed and waited for him to wake up. It was already 6 pm when the doctor came in again to check on Jimin. He looked at me and smiled. "You have to get out it's already late." He said. But I didn't want to go. "Can't I just stay, you told me he needs someone who takes care of him. I want to be that person." I asked. And he just nodded and told me that I should talk about it downstairs with the receptionist, I told her that I wasn't feeling good and that the doctor told me to stay in room 3219. The doctor also came a few minutes later so she tapped on her computer after that I could go into Jimin's room and sleep in the bed which was on the other side of his bed.

I pulled it next to his bed and took him into my arms. He snuggled on me and hugged me. Awwww, he is so cute. Once again I remember why I love him so much! I closed my eyes to fall a sleep next to him and I slept after 5 minutes.

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"Ahhhh, get out!" I heard someone shouting and hitting me. "Stoooop, I want to sleep a little more!" I mumbled. "Get out, I said." I again felt a pain on my shoulder. I got angry and get up. "AND I TOLD YOU I WANT TO SLEEP!" I shouted at Jimin who looked shocked. As I realised that it was Jimin in front of me I already regretted my acting. "I- I'm sorry, I didn't mean to shout at you!" I immediately told him and tried to make him believe my words. He looked so sad and broken but he couldn't talk about it. I wanted him to talk with me and tell me everything so I hugged him. "You can tell me anything, Jiminie!" I whispered in his ear and I heard him sniffle.

I thought he would relax in my arms but he didn't instead he pulled me back and wiped his teary eyes. "Don't ever try to fool me again, bastard. I'm not gonna fall for it again!" He spotted out and left the room. After two minutes the doctor from yesterday came in. "Oh you mean him." He said and Jimin nodded. "He is sick so he has to stay here and we can't let him get out." The doctor winked at me. "Then change my or his room, please!" Jimin begged but the doctor just told him that he couldn't because the other rooms are too full and this is the only one which is empty. It was all a lie but I was happy because it could be a chance for me and Jimin. But Jimin just sat on his bed and didn't looked at me.

Jimin had to listen to me but he had his earphone in and I was too nervous to ask him to get them out and listen to me, so I didn't. Instead I waited till he was going to sleep. As I was waiting I thought about all the things I could say. When it was afternoon I didn't want to wait anymore so I just wrote a letter for him and left the room. It wasn't my intention to disturb him and if he would feel comfortable around me he wouldn't be turning his back at me. But I can understand it cause he is right. I hurted him too much so he must be angry at the things I did.