Life changes ( sequel to love never dies )

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Chloe's point of view

I woke up this morning in the arms of Beca. Still thinking about our talk last night, making me sad all over again. Beca wants to go on tour which means that she would have to leave us? She told me she would never leave me, but my insecurities were taking over.

I slowly release Beca's grip on me and grab my phone. I don't want to wake her up, because I need some advice and I don't want to lose her. I look up Nina.

Chloe: Are you free today? I really need your advice on something.

Nina: Oh, no. What's wrong?

Chloe: It's Beca related, can I just come over? It's easier to talk in person.

Nina: What did she do now?! 😒

Chloe: You will hear everything when I'm at your place, okay?

Nina: Yeah sure, someone else is here who wants to see you 😉 See you in a bit, drive safely! 😙

I put my phone on the bedside table for a moment, while I get dressed quietly and sneak out. I hate sneaking out on Beca, but I do need that advice in order to know what to do next.

Once I've arrived at Nina's apartment, I start knocking over and over again, until the door opens and Nina appears. I walk past her into the apartment and start pacing. Nina closes the door and turns to me.

,,Chloe, calm down." I stop pacing now.

,,Don't tell me to calm down when Beca wants to leave me."

,,Leave you? What are you talking about?" I try to fight the tears appearing in my eyes, but I'm unsuccessful when one tear slips over my cheek.

,,She wants to go on tour but that means she has to leave me. I just got her back, I can't lose her again." I say while more tears roll over my cheeks now. Nina walks up to me now and pulls me in for a hug bringing me to sit on the couch with her.

Emma's point of view

Beca had just texted me saying she was coming over because she needed advice. I sent Tim to take Arwen and Sophie to the park so the house would be empty and Beca wouldn't have to worry about others hearing. I had already made tea because even though she pretends to hate it I know it calms her down. There's a knock on my door and I see Beca standing behind it sheepishly with her hands in her pockets and looking down before I tell her to come in. We make our way to the living room and I give her the tea which she takes graciously.

,,Alright, so tell me what's going on now. I thought you and Chloe were doing well?" I say in a soft voice so not to scare her away. Beca sighs.

,,I told Chloe I wanted to go on tour and bring Olivia and Emily with me as my opening acts. She got sad and freaked out saying that I was trying to leave her and Ryan." I put my hand on her knee.

,,Of course she's not happy. She just got you back, Beca and now she thinks you want to leave her. How would you feel if the roles were reversed?" She drops her head.

,,Well, I would still be happy for her but sad that she would be leaving me. I just love her so much I don't know what to do Emma. I can't pick between my career and the woman I love. Chloe makes me happier than anything else on earth." I chuckle a bit.

,,Who ever said you had to choose? Did you think to ask her to come with you and bring Ryan with you on tour?" Beca sniffles a bit.

,,No, that didn't cross my mind." I hit her playfully.

,,Well, I'm sure if you explained that you wanted her and Ryan to come with you on tour she would be a lot more open and excited about the idea. She loves you too Beca, don't forget that and don't be stupid and lose her twice."