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As soon as we got to the garden and Yuri-san opened the doors, I was welcomed by the beautiful scenery. It was pretty cold in there and it made my skin ache slightly, but as soon as I noticed the flowers that the garden planted for me I dashed into the place with a bright smile on my face. It kind of hurt to run. It was strange since I'd always run around before all this began...

The three behind me watched as I made it over to the flowers. It was strange, they usually enjoyed the garden just as much as I do. They all held smiles on their faces though, well, most of them. Rei-san's husband still looked worried for some reason.

As I played with the flowers, Rei-san's husband walked over, I was surprised when he knelt down beside me. He was very warm, it actually startled me. It even made me sleepy, but I knew better then to close my eyes! I didn't want to feel anymore pain, so instead I simply enjoyed his warmth, just like Rei-san had told me, he's a very kind man.

It's too bad that he always acts like such a brute.

As Yuri-san and Rei-san's husband began to talk to one another, I looked around for a moment, I noticed a small patch of Snow lilies that the gardener had planted for me. I quickly picked exactly four of them. I ran over to Rei-san and held them up to her, asking her quietly to freeze them for me. She looked at me in surprise before her face fell to one of sadness. I understood, it's sad but I can tell that it's already too late for me...

I smiled up to her to show that I was ok. But I nodded at her question. It was time after all, its not really something that I can explain, but I can tell?

After Rei-san froze the flowers, I asked Dr. Yuri to take a picture, he immediately said yes with a bright smile on his face. We'd already taken so many pictures, I'm sure he'll be happy to have as many as possible. 

As we played a bit more in the garden, I couldn't help but feel sorry for Rei-san's husband. I probably shouldn't have gotten him involved with me..., but at the same time, we had a lot of fun together. He even smiled when I sat in his lap and played with some of the flowers. He really was warm, it was a lot warmer then I was even before I got this strange chill symptom. 

When we got back to my room..., Yuri-san noticed the frozen flowers that I took with me. There were three of them in total. His eyes darkened quickly at the realization. He didn't want to let me go. I can't blame him, I don't want to leave him either...

I don't want to leave any of them..., because of that, I took some time to write another journal. One to Rei-san's husband. I shouldn't have gotten him involved, I really shouldn't have..., but I'm glad I met him...

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Journal #1 Personal message to Y/n's Mother-

Mama! I'm sorry you didn't get to spend the last few months of my life with me, I don't like seeing you sad..., I know that when you get this you'll feel both very sad and betrayed by me, but I wanted you to live your life without a sick daughter. I don't really know what it would have been like if I was cured, I can't see that part of my future...

About that..., I actually..., have a quirk. I know who my father is, I wrote about that fairly early in the journal. But I really wanted you to know. I probably shouldn't say this, but I'm not alone where I am now..., because..., dad's coming here soon too...

I know you don't talk to him, you barely even know him anymore..., I just wanted you to know that I'm not alone. I don't want this to make you even more sad..., in fact, I want you to know that you have a very bright future ahead of you. You'll meet someone new, someone incredible. In fact, he's so incredible that he may have been able to cure me if I'd have let him...

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