It Starts With Us

lily

_dear Ellen_

I woke up in the hospital, mom right beside me. I just wanted to see Atlas, he was badly beaten by my Father.
Everyone thinks he manipulated me but I love him, he loves me I know no one would understand and believe that a 16 year old girl loves a guy.

I am back home again, but the house, the bed, my room feels empty and different. It always used to be filled with giggles and smiles, while Atlas was here.
Watching your show feels different now without Atlas. It's been a week since that incident.
I don't know what will be there for me in onces my life I want to see Atlas again, hug him, cry in his arms, kiss him. Till then I'll just keep swimming.
Lily

I feel a weird sensation, a stomach ache. It gets more and I shout in pain. I feel like vometting, I run to mom.

The next moment in am again in my bed the doctor is discussing something with my parents, they look tensed, mom is crying and that makes me tensed.