Dear Ellen
This is the toughest time for me 4 months have passed, I am still with my parents, the baby oh god I am really pregnant! Why? Atlas hasn't returned yet, I need him the most, his hugs can calm me. His smile makes me smile too, atlas is everything for me and this baby would be more than everything.
I sometimes wonder, what if atlas never returns, he won't know about me and his child. The child would always remind me of Atlas. I hope it's a baby girl, she will laugh, giggle like atlas and I would love her like Atlas loves me.
I miss everything, whenever mom dad fight, Atlas is never there to console me, It makes me sad, I cry, cry and cry.
Mom says I should be happy, the child's health gets affected when I am sad, whenever I cry.
I am still smiling, for the child, for atlas to return again, for the new experience, the joy of parenting, the pain I would suffer, everything.
Till then I will keep swimming
Your Lily
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