The Scarlett Queen/ BTS / Tom Holland

Chapter 10

Rose pov:

Noah has reserved the whole amusement park as I expected. Everyone got out of their cars behind us as well and we start to move in.

I think the tension between me and my brother's is very much obvious that Noah has to start a conversation and lead us to different rides.

I don't want to be awkward around my own brothers believe me I am trying to move past our history but deep down knowing that they don't love me as a sister, they most probably don't even consider me as their sister, hurts , it hurts so much i can't form it in words, I feel a pang in my heart everytime I think about it.

My love for my brothers never seem to leave, I thought I had stopped loving them before we came back to Seoul. But that's love it only grows and I didn't realise until coming back.

"Let's go on the merry go round" said the twins excited.

"That's for kids" Jimin replied laughing.

"They are kids" Jenny said with an eye roll.

"You both can go we will go to the other one, I think the tea cups are intresting" Noah said excited ✨ he was trying hard to make everyone excited and less awkward.

I do not intend to go on either or for my liking none, everything brings back memories of my smiling, excited and some terrified brothers and I would very much like to stay away.

But that's not the case I think as I am being dragged without my will by non other than jungkook oppa and lord I can't do anything; ofcourse because I don't want to reveal myself; definitely that's the reason.

The next moment I am sitting in a cup!
Literally a cup!
That's so stupid!

Anyway, I am sitting with jungkook oppa on my right and taehyung oppa on my left; I am sandwiched between them.
I don't like this.

The ride starts and it gets even worst as I keep bumping in one of them.

The cheers and shouts of everyone slowly dies down as the ride comes to a stop, giving me a moment to see the adrenal filled expressions of my brother's taking me back to the past-

Don't go there Rose.
Stop thinking.
Stop.
S.
T.
O.
P.

"Let's go Rose, come out" taehyung oppa said thankfully taking me out of my thoughts and this tea cup! I still don't like it.

More rides, more memories, sadly less control over my thinking.
I might have built this mask of no emotions over me but my insides are suffering as much every time, every time it hurts more, every time I spent more time with them it hurts more.
I need to Stop this.
Stop thinking.

I am sitting in a rollercoaster and irony my thoughts are in a rollercoaster.
My eyes lay on my brothers sitting behind me and it suddenly all comes rushing back.

Flashback:
5 years ago:

We were in a amusement park, i love it so much, mom , dad, brothers and I have gone to so many rides ate a lot of delicious food and oppas and i played a lot, i love them so much.

"Eomma, let's go to the rollercoaster na" jungkook oppa said very excited.
"Yess, eomma let's go to the rollercoaster" slowly all eight of us keep saying that until mom and dad agreed and we went on the rollercoaster.

The ride was crazy is all i have as it messed up my system cus as soon as we got off the right i vomited which was not so good.

"Oh god, Rose we are going home now" appa said concerned.
"Yess, we should hurry" eomma added completely on his side.
"We were having fun" Jimin oppa said sad.
"Yess, i don't wanna go back, i think she will be alright in a few minutes" hobi oppa said agreeing with jungkook oppa.
"Yess, eomma , appa let's stay na" I said too as we were enjoying.
"No! Not at all, you are unwell and we are going home that's final!" eomma said so stern to that no one argued and started walking.
"We lost the fun because of her" one of my oppas whispered and I didn't wanted to knew who.