I don't want to be chosen(gay furryx male)

Planning

Carter POV:
Carter: "I've come to a conclusion that it's not so bad living In this world, it is strange that I woke up here in the worst way possible, I'm over it though and with Sai here it makes all the more better I can't say why though it's just a weird feeling I have.

I've also had a strange thought, I died  back in my world, I wonder if I'll ever be able to go back. I highly doubt I could and I don't know if I would want to go back. I mean yeah I have family over there, and yeah I also have friends who miss me, but I won't get my hopes up since it's not something that seems possible. though this place has magic in it, so maybe it is possible who knows for sure?
What do you think."

Soul: "you're an over thinker who's desperate for a social life."

The utter shock I tell you, and just when I thought we were getting to know each other better.

Soul: "Oh I'm sorry were you talking about what you just said?"

Carter: "you're a piece of work aren't you, and I can't even be mad because you're the embodiment of me, but you act like an ass it's not like I've been like this my entire life I've changed."

Soul: "you've changed, really? Just because you're lost here, with one other face to talk to, doesn't mean you've changed you just don't want to be kicked out into the wild."

Carter: "wha-what me? *tsk* I'm flabbergasted at the notion, i-i do not act this way just because there is a possible chance he may not want me here anymore..."
I'm terrified of that possibility
Carter: "*sigh* maybe but that's not all of why I act like this, and you know that."

There was a moment of silence until he decided to speak again.

Soul: "well shit if your going to remember about the past maybe I should just go, but I'm just letting you know that Sai is different and I'm pretty sure he likes you? a little too much if you ask me."

As he said his final words before I woke up I looked at him with a feeling of eh, you know the face you give at something unexpected. that's what I was feeling at that moment.

Carter: "wait what does that mean!?"

Soul: "nothing at all just know you should do something nice for him BYEEE—."
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I stood up quickly realizing that ass is keeping something from me. And also that he's right I should do something nice for Sai, he's done so much for me and I should stop mooching off of him.

I looked outside through the window, the sun was rising, looks like the day will be acceptable. Maybe I can cook something for Sai, that's something.

I run to the kitchen and peaked inside, not a soul in sight, looks like I'm the first one awake.

Let's see here what can I make, I got some eggs, a bag of white powder which I think is flower, there's honey I guess he doesn't have just sugar I can make it work. Does he have fruit? Yes he does! And the last two things milk, and butter. I'm sure he has them.
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*glass cups breaks*

Crap- I'll buy another one if I had the money, but I think I'll just never tell him.
*rummaging through cabinets*

Why can't I find butter, or at the very least you'd think he would have milk somewhere in this house.

(now I know what your thinking, so stop it ya weirdos.)

Looks like I need to ask Sai, where he keeps it, Or if he can show me where I can get some.

(I'm setting myself up)

I walk to his room

*knock* *knock*

I walked in and I'm noticing how it's my first time being in his room. And he's sleeping like a literal dog, hmmm I wonder if he's ok.

I walk up to his bed, should I wake him up or maybe should I just leave him alone.