I wish I didn't exist so people didn't have to worry about me. I wish I was happy so people did not concern themselves with me. I wish I could do something about me being constantly sad. I wish I could feel like I was good enough for someone. Anyone. But I'm not. I always need to change one way or another. I need to be smarter, prettier, better. I'm not good enough, never good enough. I want to go home. But I don't know where home is anymore. I want to give up, but I'm scared. I can't do anything right anymore.
