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It's been 441 days since you said no. Since you said you liked who we were and you didn't want to change that. It's been 441 days since you broke my heart for the first time.

It's been 305 days since she told you she "loved" you. Since you told me it had been the best night of your life and you couldn't be happier. It's been 305 days since you broke my heart for the second time.

It's been 207 days since she broke your heart for god knows how many times. Since you told me "I love you." It's been 207 days since I thought we had a chance.

It's been 138 days since you cut me off. Since you ran away from problems that I'm not sure ever existed. It's been 138 days since you made me hate you for the first time.

It's been 112 days since you came back. Since you told me how sorry you were and how you regretted what you did. It's been 112 days since I gave you another chance.

It's been 45 days since you broke your promise. Since you left me just so you could be with the girl who makes you miserable. It's been 45 days since you broke my heart all over again.

I wish I could say it's been 45 days since you broke my heart for the last time, but we all know that's not true. Because in these 45 days we have drifted together and apart so many times I don't even know where we stand anymore...

But I'll count down the days until I do.

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