Rabba Ve - A Desire To Make You Mine

Part 31

Arshi FF : Rabba Ve Desire To Make You Mine
Part 31
Maya gulped down the lump forming inside her, as she glanced at Khushi who stood up glancing at Anjali who was walking out of Lavanya's cabin with Aman and Lavanya ..
Anjali let out a deep breathe glancing at Khushi before Aman just nodded his head as Anjali gulped down walking to her
Anjali :  Did you see him there Khushi ?  He is suffering.. and you are responsible for the condition that he is in today .. (Anjali wipes off her tears and then folded her palms together) I know that my brother means nothing to you ..and I don't want to go the reason of your hatred ..... It's just I know Arnav's life is dependent on you .. Khushi I beg you .. I beg you please hold my brother's hand .. He doesn't deserve this ending ... ( she gulped as she hold her palm sobbing as Aman placed a comforting hand on her shoulder )
Aman : Anjali ( He glanced at Khushi ) Thank you for coming here Khushi ...  We will not force you for something which you are not interested in ..... You have given your time and came  here that's mean a lot .. If you want you can leave it is already late and your family must be waiting
Khushi gulped down the lump  forming inisde her throat as she lowers down her eyes before she whispers
Khushi : I want... to ..stay ...
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Maya wipes out her tears as she hold Khushi's palm
Maya : Khushi .. You should also look after yourself .. You are in your advance stage and at this time so much of stress can risk your health .. I am worried for your health ..you seems to be worn out since the time you came ..
Khushi pressed her lips together as her eyes stick to the glass hole from where Arnav was visible .. She was fighting with her inner turmoil since the time she have came here ..
This is not what she have asked for, yes that is truth that She claims to hate her husband .. She hate him with the every fiber present in her body but then there is somewhere deep down it is priciking her seeing him in suvh condition ..

He is loosing on his life ? She gulped down the sobs that forming iniside  her .. She cannot think of such consequences to her worst enemy and here we are talking about her husband ..
Her palms instantly cupped her baby bump as she let out a sigh ..what would she say to her unborn ? Does it deserves to be father less ...
Khushi wipes out her tears as she pushed the door and walked in only to find Lavanya treating him with her team..
Lavanya just glance up at Khushi and just nodded her head before her eyes fell on the monitor ..
Lavanya : ASR can feel your presence ..( she smiles sadly before letting out a sigh gesturing her on the monitor which shows his heart beat that have increased ) I am sure .. You can heal him Khushi ..
Khushi  sighed as Lavanya gesture her to follow her in her cabin ..as she needs to discuss ..
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Lavanya : ASR being responsive only when you are around him Khushj ..  I don't know  whether you believe it or not .. You are the only medicine that can heal ASR ...
Khushi : I have never received anything beyond pain from him ... And you think I can heal him ..
Lavanya : Khushi I have never seen ASR so obsessed for anyone that he is for you .. I was been with him for years but never I was able to make my place in his heart .... But then You ... You have make your place in his heart .. He cannot think anything beyond you .. Just see both of our fate .. I have always craved for his love and affection but never got it ... But then you never wanted it but you are getting all of it only to reject him ..
Lavanya wipes off her tears as shd holds her palm ..
Lavanya : I know You can understand the pain of losing the person you love forever ..Trust me ... it sounds weird .  he might be your husband but I have no control over my heart which beats for him ....
Khushi : You love him ..
Lavanya : Sacrism isn't it ? I love him .. but he doesn't love me ... He loved you but you love someone else ....
Khushi closed her eyed tight before she opened her eyes and said
Khushi : why are you saying me all these ? I never hold him to me .. It's he ..
Lavanya: I know everything .. but I have seen ASR changing himself since the time you came in his life ..  but then your ignorance .. your hatred is again pushing him to the darkness from where it all started
Lavanya : Khushi .. Your husband is not like everyone else .. He cannot open up his emotions to everyone .. He cannot cried out like we all do when we get hurts .. He supressed all his pain and agony inside him only ... and deep down it started affecting him even without his knowledge .. I don't know whether you have known it or not .. Neither I want you to sympathize ASR that is the least thing that he would be wanting ... But I think you should know it that there is still the kid hidden somewhere beyond the mask of ASR who is traumatized with the incidents that snatchef away all his childhood ... There were not a single night gone without him having panick attacks .  He is still  afraid of speeding car ....If it wasn't for Anjali and Aman who stood like a pillar to him ... we would have lost ASR long back.. You might think ASR as ruthless but peole who knows him very close knows what an emotional mes he is ...
She gulps down as she wipes off her tears ..
Lavanya : I am sorry .. I should have known my limit .. You must be tired yourself ...
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Next Morning,
Khushi opened her eyes feeling some murmurs .  she didn't realize when she dozed off while sitting beside Arnav .. The whole night she was in his cabin looking after him ....
She  looked up at Arnav who murmurs as he opened his eyes ...
Arnav : Kh... u..shi ..( He opened his eyes slowly looking up at Khushi ...)
Times seems to be halted as his eyes met with Khushi
" Rabba Ve... Kyu Dard Hai Itna .. Tere Ishq Mein "
Arnav : kh..u..shi.. Is it you ? ( He stirred before Lavanya rushed in as the nurses informed her about him coming to sense )
Lavanya : Hey Good morning ASR ... How are you feeling now ? and Yes It's Khushi who have came to meet you .. actually she was here all night besides you
( She said cheekily before checking him with his stethoscope while Arnav tried to sat up when he feel no movement on his lower portion)
He tried again to make the movement but fail tremedously .  He grit his teeth as he pushed himself up only to fell back
Arnav : What the hell have you done Lavanya ? why I am unable to sit back .. Fuck !! tell me what experiment have you done with me ..  ( He shouts angrily while Khushi's eyes opened wide seeing her husband failing attempt )
He was shouting like a mess .. which makes Lavanya to push him sediatives to calm his nerves . 
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Lavanya : I am afraid Aman .. ASR's lower portion has been paralyzed ....
Anjali step back in horror only to be supported by Aman ... No this cannot be true ...... She have already lost her husband .. and her son is already being a living corpse ..and All she is having Arnav whom she can rely on ...but now she is on verge of the only family she habe
Anjali : No .. This can't be true .  This cannot be true .. No .. You are lying Lavanya ...You are lying ..
Lavanya : Wish I could have lied..but then I have no option of lying
Anjali : How would we able to say to Arnav .. He simply cannot accept it .. Do you understand cruciality of the situation ..
Aman : How long will take ASR to recover
Lavanya: Cannot say .. it depends on the patient actually Aman in some cases it can be lifelong
Aman closed his eyes as he clenched his fist trying harder to digest the fact that his friend had lost the battle ..
Aman opened his eyes as the flashes from the past started playing infront of his eyes ...
He cannot believe that his friend has to laid down on bed not knowing when he will cure up or whether he will able to be fine or not ..

Aman sighed before he glanced at Anjali who just rushed out in anger ... Aman followed her not knowing what she is upto ..
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Anjali spunned around Khushi as she dragged her out of Arnav's cabin
Anjali: You must be happy now isn't it ?  This is what you have always wanted right .. See that's what  is happening ..My brother is suffering there .. Kyu kiya ? khushi  Kyu ?
Anjali shooks her by her shoulder
Khushi: Di .....   i .. ( She  tried to say something before she felt a burning sensation on her cheeks )
Khushi placed her palm on her cheeks as she looked up at Anjali who was burning in agony right at the moment not able to differentiate between right and wrong
Aman : ( angrily) Anjali .. Did you realize what you did .. How could you raised your hand on her ..
Anjali : She is the reason for all our miseries ..  Neither Arnav had met her .. nor he would have got obseesed on her ..Neither she would have got the chance of destroying my brother
Khushi: I destroyed your brother's life ....I ..
Anjali : Sorry to say .. You are the bad omen .  you can never be for one ..  First you ate up your fiance ... Now .. You are at the verge of finishing my brother's life ..
Aman : Think before you speak Anjali ( He spun her around angrily ) did you realize what you are speaking to her .. I agree you are hurt with all the happenings then what is her fault ... that you are pointing with ill words to her .. Remember one thing she never came to became the part of your family ..it was your brother who brought her to the house .  Respect that ..
Anjali : you are saying me this .  Out of everything you are saying me .. did you see how arnav is suffering there ..and all is happening because of her ..Since the day she entered our life everything turned to a maze ..why can't she understands Arnav ... Why cannot she accept his love .. she have time to grief on her past but cannot able to hold my brother's hand why ? What is my brother fault tell me Aman .. only that he has lost his heart to her .. I am afraid ... i had lose enough not anymore .. I cannot lose my brother ..
Anjali sobbed harder collpasing on ground as aman took her in his lap

Khushi wipes off her tears as she kneeled down looking at Anjali ..
Khushi : you consider me responsibile for your brother's condition ... If that is ...I promise ..i will make him stand again on his feet .. I promise
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Arnav was being discharged on the very next day and he has been brought to Raizada Mansion..But things are surely not smooth at all ..
Arnav : HP .. HP.. ( He shouts feeling irritated as he  tried to take jug which was near the bed stand  but then he cant )
Never before Arnav Singh Raizada have felt such helplessness ..
He tried to take the jug shifting his body weight bringing it near the edges of bed but then he couldn't able to hold his balance and fell off the bed...
Arnav ji ....
Before he could hit the ground .. he felt someone holding him and pulling him up
Arnav met the hazel eyes ....before he turned his face away
Arnav : Get Out ( he scowls angrily making khushi jerk out in fear)
To be contd