Rabba Ve - A Desire To Make You Mine

Part 40

Arshi FF: Rabba Ve- A Desire To Make You Mine
Part 40
Three Month passed by within a blink of an eye ....Arnav has by now started going to office regularly ..and Ayushi is now a three months old and is a veey active baby who knows all her way to keep her parents on toe ..She loves to roam around in everyone's lap ..but the tiny little toddler has got her father's anger ... if she start screaming her voice is something that can be heard from another lane ...
Khushi walked out of the kitchen carrying a mug of Coffee as she glanced at Anjali who was sitting in the couch with Ayushi feeding her the milk from the feeder ..
She handed the Coffee to her husband who was also present there checking on his phone being ready to leave for Office ..
Arnav : Thank you so much ... Your Coffee is something that makes my day .. ( He smiled as he took a sip of the coffee as he ruffled Ayushi's hair who was busy in having her milk )
Khushi smiled as she looked at Arnav tucking her hair strands  behind the ear ..
Khushi : Why you bother Anjali Di .. I would have feed Ayushi .. You got late to office ..this little monkey takes hours once she starts ..
Anjali : Arrey it is absolutely fine ...  She doesn't disturbing me at all .. I feel contend to spent time with her ..hai my doll .. ( She said tapping her nose as Ayushi smiles while having her feed ) And Khushi you should not do so much of Work ... You are still weak ...
Khushi : I am fine Di ..
Arnav : No you are not Just two days back your stitches were paining .... You didn't listen to anyone Khushi ..that is a very bad habit...
Khushi : Arnav ji ... ( She let out a sigh, pouting her lips before She took Ayushi from Anjali as she closes her eyes completing her drink .. )
Khushi sway her in her shoulder helping her to burp out as Anjali smiled before they heard Aman who came there ..
Aman : Good Mornimg Everyone .. How is Ayushi doing ?
Arnav : Sshh... She is sleeping .. Dheere .. (  He said glaring Aman who instantly placed a finger on his lips ) Why you keep hopping here on every other day ... Keeps your hormones intact Aman ..
Anjali bite her lower lip feeling shy as Khushi pressed Arnav's arms eyeing him
Arnav : What the ?
Khushi just shook her head as Arnav stood up and said
Arnav : Are we going to sit all the day here ..or Shall We leave for Office Come on Aman .. Let's go ..( He said dragging Aman with him by his shoulder barking at HP to keep his things in the car )
Anjali giggled as she touched Ayushi's chin as she fliched in her sleep
Anjali : Take care .. and don't feel bothered  to call us if anything requires ....
Khushi just smiles as Anjali too leave making Khushi left out a sigh ..
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Khushi looked at Ayushi who was still sleeping on the bed spreading all her arms and legs all over .. Who will say ... She is a three month old ..She literally gives challanges while sleeping during the night .. She would toss all around the bed all the night and at end will be find either sleeping on Arnav's chest or on his face ...
Khushi smiled as she keep ayushi's toys in the drawer  when something caught her attention ..  It was a Dairy .. Whose Dairy it is ?  Out of Curiousity she opened it
She opened the dairy as the first thing that caught her eyes was an anklet that was kept on the side pouch ... .. Isn't it her Anklet .. The same Anklet which she has lost years back ...How does it came here ....
She flickered the pages of the dairy as she read the content ..
" I Saw HER Today ... Beautiful is the only word that I can describe about her .. I could not stop myself staring at her while she was busy playing in rain  and I stood there losing the count of time "
" For the First Time, I could feel my heart beating against my chest .. What is happening with me ? The whole Night I couldn't sleep but to think about HER "
" I could not stop myself from changing my route  while returning back home from office .. I stood by there near the lanes of Laxmi Nagar .. Just to get one glimpse of her ...and That One Glimpse makes my Day "
" I don't know what is happening with me ... But there is a change in me ..and Everyone can notice that .. and the best part is that I don't get any Night mares anymore because my mind is covered with KHUSHI all the time .. Did I told you .. I got to know her Name .. She is Khushi .. Happiness .. and I think  she is becoming the reason of my happiness too "
Khushi's eyes opened wide, She never knew her husband has a habit  of writing dairy ..
" It's been a month since I am stalking her silly girl does not even know that ..She has made a Fan ... Her Smile .. Her Innocence ... and the happiness she spreads around her makes me more attracted towards her "
" Anjali confronted me today ..and I spoke up ... She told me it's Love ... but I never believe in this theory called Love  but if it what Love is ... I am so in Love with her ..and It's a Beautiful feeling ...."
" I so want to confess my feelings to her ... I want to tell her How every time I feel my heart flutters with an unknown emotions whenever she makes an appearance in front of me ..But I don't want to scare her with my presence .. I will keep loving her from aloof waiting for the right time to come "
" Anjali is pushing me to propose her .. or or better if she took my alliance to her family .. I know Now that I love her and I want to spent my life with her .. And thus the thought of marrying her gives me Goose Bump . And you know what for the first time I could feel myself blushing with a certain thought. " Arnav Khushi " " Arnav Ki Khushi "
" Advay .... He took away the only happiness that I had ... Khushi .....I saw her with Advay today in the engagement "
" I could feel my heart shattering .. There is an unbearable pain .. A storm that is going inside me .. Why Every Time .. Every Time ..It happens with me ? Does My Happiness  Pricks people's eyes so much "
" No! I could feel anger raising inside me with the thought of Khushi being with Advay ...I cannot still believe this to be truth "
" I don't know what comes to me . But the thought of her being with Advay  irks me ...the more I think of them together I feel my nerves burning ..and I end up offering Khushi for something which is indecent .. I know she is not the girl who does something out of morale.. and She denies me on my face "
" Why didn't She ... Anyone  decent in her place would do the same .. She slapped ME ... How dare she is ... She hurt my EGO ..but then alas!!  In this pretext She touched me ..I still could feel her hand on my skin "
" I don't know what happened .. What came in to me  ...  I don't realize when She  started  running in my veins ..and the thought that of not getting her making me feel Insane "
" She is Not Mine ..She cannot be  mine ... Anjali tried to make me understand .. She tried making me understand "
" She is Advaya's fiance .. But who will make my heart understand ...It pains ... and the pain is unbearable "
" Light cannot pass through the darkness of my life  and Happiness cannot stay for longer "
" I had to get sediatives today again after so many days ..but I need it today to keep myself going ... They are going to get married in the next week "
"My Khushi is going to be a Bride Today .. She look so pretty with her hand clad with Mehendi .. I cam imagine how beautiful she will look with Mangal sutra and the vermilion shining in her partition ..but Nothing will be For Me ....It would be for someone else "
Khushi gasped as she could feel him shivering as he wrote and tears against the page
" She stood there being lifeless ..I cannot imagine how Life took a drastic turn for her .. The Girl who was decked up  as a  bride just few hours ago is now lost all colors from her Life as they carried  Advay's Corpse away "
" Advay's death does not bothers me as much as Khushi's situation .. This is not what any girl deserves ... There is no word to supress her pain ... I don't know how she is bearing so much .. I cannot see her suffering .... I cannot see her cringe in Pain  Wish I could Do something and top of that the society is making mockery of her situation calling her with names How can she responsible for Advay's death .. how ridiculious  "