Rabba Ve - A Desire To Make You Mine

Part 33

Arshi FF: Rabba Ve - A Desire To Make You Mine
Part 33
Khushi let out a deep sigh glancing at Arnav who was sleeping under the effect of medicine .. She have witness the vulnerable condition of him ... she cannot believe that Arnav Singh Raizada who is known for his Aura have this side ... 
Khushi wipes her tears ..She may feel hatred toward this Man but then she doesn't want to hold any grudges on this person who is right now on the bed  already suffering ..
She can feel the pain he must have been going through ... It is not easy for anyone to accept the fact that  he is all forbidden to live normally like others ..and specially for the person like Arnav ...
Khushi sighed before she closed the door walking away ...
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Khushi walks down only to find Anjali was talking with Lavanya along with Aman .. .
Lavanya glanced at Khushi ...as she walks to them ..
Anjali : Lavanya .. We cannot see him like this .. How long this is going to continue
Lavanya let out a sigh as she said
Lavanya : It depends how ASR is reacting .. You think I am happy seeing him like this bedridden .. This is not the ASR I have known .. but ( She sighed ) Let's just hope for the best ... I will take my leave .. Please call me whenever  there is a need ..
Aman nodded his head as Anjali sighed slumping down on the couch before Lavanya walks away .. She looks up at Khuhsi .. She let out a sigh before she said ..
Anjali : Does My Brother really deserve this for loving you ? ( She whispers making Khushi just walks toward her before she hold her knuckles)
Khushi : You think me responsibile ... I promise to get your brother back to  normal..
Khushi said with her eyes brimmed in tears as Aman interrupt in between
Aman : Khushi ..I think it's already a long day ..  You should take rest .. Stress is not good for your condition ..
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Aman let out a sigh as he glanced at Anjali who comes to drop him till the car .. He hold her knuckles as he looked straight in her eyes ..
Aman : Anjali .. I know you love ASR a lot but don't do anything that  makes yourself degraded in your own eyes ...
Anjali : Everyone considers him as wrong ? But tell me is it really  wrong to love someone immensely .. I understand the way Arnav choose is wrong but then We need to understand that he is not like everyone of us .. Aman when for the first time he told me about his interest in marrying Khushi I was so contend that finally my brother got someone in his life who can mend his broken heart .... But then I have seen Arnav cooning up himself when he find out that the girl he loves has already given her heart to someone and that someone is not anyone else but Advay the person who is the reason for our miseries ..  Despite everything, I have stopped Arnav showed my disinterest with his marriage with Khushi .. I didn't realize when his liking has turned to an obession... You know your friend right ... He is very poor in expressing his feelings .. He keeps it inside himself....and the hidden pain has started affecting him badly ...I have heard love does decorate people's life but my brother since he have fallen in love his life has became  full of hastle ..
Aman : Love is not always full of roses ...Love is not  mean to always Win ... Sometimes there is peace and solace to loose yourself for your love ones ... Sometimes it just to stand beside the person you love without a hope of getting something in return ..   that is love ..atleast for me ... Your brother is wrong ...
Anjali looked up meeting Aman's eyes before she tugged her hair behind her eyes
Anjali : Aman
Aman : I know Anjali ... Good Night ( He said smiling before he get inside the car and drove away )
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Next Day,
Arnav opened his eyes feeling a severe head ache ... he pressed his throbbing head before he glance at Khushi who walked inside the room carrying the Arti Thaal in her hand ... she spread the rays of the diya around the room praying to the deity ...
Arnav frowned as Khushi walked towards him as she blessed the diya over him ..
Arnav : What the .... ( he said groaning in irritation as Khushi let out a sigh before she placed the thaal aside on the table beside the bed) why are you doing all these ?
Khushi : I have been taught that the rays of Arti have the power to heal and to bring positivity and you need that Arnavji ...
Arnav : What positivity you want to bring in my life Khushi ..  Just look at me .. I am bedridden being handicapped..I cannot even move out of the bed without a help .... Everyone is mocking seeing the ASR like this....and it gives a chance on my rivals to pounce ...
Khushi : There are lot of people who have no one beside them but yet are struggling to live .  Atleast you are people who loves you ..who wants you ...
Arnav : Are you one among those people ...
Khushi let out a deep sigh, as she instantly remove her gaze away from him ....
Arnav : Tum Mujhse Itna Nafrat kyu karti ho Khushi ..( Why do you hate me so much Khushi )
Khushi : Nafrat aur Pyar ek hi sikke ke do pehlu hai ..( love and hatred are the two faces of the same coin )
khushi smiled tugging her hair strands away as she stood up
Khushi : As You have wake up ... I will arrange your breakfast ...but prior that let me get you clean ...
Arnav : You don't need to..... Why are you wasting your time here ? When I am the one who you hates the most ... The devil in your life
Khushi : I don't need to explain my actions towards you Arnav ji ...
Khushi said as she collects the towel from aside and  went away to check the tub  where she have let the bucket fill with warm water .
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Arnav just keep on staring at Khushi as she helped him buttoning his shirt as she wipe off his face with the towel .. She stood up to leave but Arnav holds  her hand making her tilted her neck looking up ag him before glancing down the place where he was holding her ...
Arnav : Does I really mean nothing to you ..
Khushi : Arnav ji ..( she whispers letting out a deep sigh before Arnav sighed as he left her hand )
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Khushi wipes out her tears as she met Anjali in the kitchen
Khushi : Are you going to office ? Shall I prepare your breakfast..
Anjali : There are maids to look after the household chores ...and you are pregnant .. you should also take care of yourself as well ..( She glanced at the bowl which she was preparing ) Is it for Chotte ( Khushi nodded her head ) It feel good to see you to take care of my brother .. Seems his sickness have brings a change on you ..
Khushi : I hold the same thought I had for your brother .. I know Anjali Di ... you don't like me .. You consider me guily for your brother's state ..but where is my fault can you tell me .. I was being trapped by your brother .. This marriage was never my choice..but yet I tried to fulfill it ... you and your brother might have lot of issues with Advay but that doesn't mean He has the right to snatch the innocence life without any fault of his/her's .. He could became the father ... my baby would have embraced him ..but what he did .. In The agony of Hatred ..He did the biggest sin .. I cannot love your brother but that doesn't hate him .. The thing is that ..I pity you and your brother .. You could have being his guidance the mentor and help him to walk ahead in life rather than holding the grudges..You could help him to move on ...but No You have never stopped him from doing the wrongs di ..when he have first laid his eyes on me .. You could have make him understand I am already committed .. You have witnessed I have being going through all those months back staying with your brother but you never stopped him .. Yes You have asked me to adjust but never told him to be polite on me ..I dony know the bond you both share ..  but Di .. You are not his own and you prove that ..
Anjali : Shut Up Khushi ( She shouted )
Khushi : I don't hold any grudges on you both sibblings .  I am not cruel to let someone suffer even though the person didn't do any good to me ...
Khushi sighed as she took the bowl walking away ...
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Days started passing by .. It's almost a month passed by since Khushi is staying with Arnav but in  these passing days Arnav have been hyper a lot of times asking for his sediatives even worst trying to hurt himself but Khushi haven't allowef him ..  Even there was a certainity where she felt to give in his demand seeing his terrible condition ..what does he have land into ..
Khushi sighed as she glanced at Arnav who seemed to hysterical .. ..This is the story of every night ..she hissed hearing his screams ... He is asking for his dose of liquor
Arnav : Khushi ..I know ..I know you are there ...please for heaven sake..Please I need my dose dammit ... ( He cried almost having the breathing problem )
Khushi sighed harder as she walked towards him ..
Khushi : Every Night You keep on screaming for the liquor .. when you know you won't get a single drop ..thak nahi jate aap
Arnav : Thak Nahi jati ho ? Why ? Does I even matter to you ..
Khushi : keep on blabbering Arnav ji .... But it won't bring any good to you ..  let me heal you ...
Arnav : Where does your healing led me ? i know at the end you will leave me .. I am the worst person Khushi let me die
Khushi instantly placed her palm on his lips making him glance at her ..
She raised her eyes as she looked up at him meeting his eyes ...
" Rabba Ve .. "
Arnav : I am not that bad  Khushi ..Ek bar samjh kar toh dekhti .. Pyaar hi Manga tha tumse sirf pyaar ..
Khushi : Aapka tarika galat tha ...But Hum ap hai nahi .. takleef mein dekh nahi sakte .. ( Your way was wrong .. But I cannot see you hurting yourself ) That is not me ...
Arnav : You know what khushi I thought the liquor can ease my pain it was my support who caj understand me but then you took it away also ... It .  ( He stopped seeing Khushi hissed in pain) Khushi ..
Khushi : The baby kicks Arnav ji
To be contd