Rabba Ve - A Desire To Make You Mine

Part 41

FF: Rabba Ve- A Desire To Make You Mine
PART 41
Khushi walked inside the room carrying a cup of coffee in her hand .., She smiled greeting Arnav who took the coffee from her ...
Khushi : How was your day at office ?
Arnav :  As it supposed to be .. Thank you for the Coffee ( He said sipping the coffee while glancing at Ayushi who was right now sleeping in the bed) Pappy is still sleeping ..
Khushi : She was awake all the afternoon just dozed off half an hour back ..
Arnav : That means today again we are going to stay up whole night .. Because The Madam will not get  sleep any sooner tonight ..
Khushi nodded her head as she looked up at her husband what He is actually ? She recalled what she have read in the dairy few hours back ... What exactly You are Arnav Singh Raizada ? The one you portrays ? Or the one who open up his mind to the dairy ... Love ... Can Love make someone so Brute ?
Khushi let out a deep sigh as she comes out of her thoughts hearing her husband call
Arnav : Hey ? Where are you lost Sweetheart ?
Khushi : Anhh .. You were saying something ? ( She said tucking her hair strands away )
Arnav frowned as he hold her wrist making her sit beside him
Arnav : Tell Me is anything bothering you ? What is it ? You look stressful ( he said stroking her cheeks  as Khushi looked at him before Arnav tariled down his finger against her lips as he leans toward her making Khushi closed her eyes tight as She automatically clutched his shirt collar )
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Khushi tied her hair into a bun looking up at Arnav who has dozed off after spending a time with her .. She glanced at the father and daughter duo who were right now sleeping cuddling each other .  He looks so innocent while sleeping ..who will say He has the power to destroy someone's peace .. She got down of the bed as she walked near the pool side gazing  at the water .. She don't know why but there are lot of emotions running inside her .. She claims to hate this man but then she cannot stop herself melting in his arms these days ... Why cannot she deny him .. She let out a sigh !! Khushi are you falling Weak .. Don't forget what you have been went through  just because of this Man .. Just because He has mend down does not mean He has change his characterstics ....
Khushi let out a sigh as she wiped out her tears as she recalled the insults that He throws on her during the intial days of her marriage
" You can sleep with that lover of yours but you have problem sleeping with your husband "
" I love her , I will keep loving her No matter What "
" I am not a saint that I will keep my hands off you " 
" If She considers me a Devil, then let me be a Devil in her life but I will keep Protecting her No matter What "
" I am not going to give any sin my Name .. You need to abort it .. I have not Open an orphanage here "
" Can you believe ... My Khushi is pregnant .. She is carrying a life inside her .. How can I not love her "
Khushi placed her palms over her ears, as she breathed harder .. Everything started echoing in her ears ... She don't know what to believe and what not ..
Why are you so complicatef Arnav Singh Raizada .. 
Khushi : Hum apse nafrat karne ka waadah toh karte hai ? Par Nafrat kyu nahi kar pate .. ( I promised to hate you .. but then why cannot I bring myself hating you ) I cannot bear the pain anymore .. ( She said placing her palm over her chest as tears started rolling down her eyes )
Khushi pressed her lips as she looked up at the sky
Khushi : Advay ... Please show me a way .. I need you .. Your Khushi needs you .. ( She whispers in tears as she stares at the sky as if finding for answers )
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Last night, Khushi could hardly could able to sleep as Ayushi has keep her parents awake ..and when Ayushi has dozed off Khushi's thought have keep her all awake through out the night..
Khushi just smiled as her eyes fell on Lavanya who came to meet Arnav and Ayushi with bags full of gifts for the little one ..
Lavnaya : Congratulations ASR .. Finally you became a father ..and How are you doing now ...
Arnav : better than never before Lavanya .. ( Lavanya smiled as she handed the gifts to Khushi )
Lavanya : I just returned from states yesterday and could not stop myself coming here . ( She glanced at ayushi who was laying on the couch playing with her papa ) Ohh my god . She is so adorable .. She looks like ASR ...What is your name little one
Arnav : Ayushi ... Her name is Ayushi
Anjali : She have his temper too ( Anjali said coming there as she picked Ayushi in her arms kissing her nose )
Lavanya smiled as she touched Ayushi's finger only to get lashed by Arnav
Arnav : Lavnaya ... you just came from outside .. and you are touching a baby ... it's not hygine being a doctor you should know that
Khushi : don't mind his words He has became a hygine freak these days .. ( Khushi laughed out loud trying to ease making Lavnaya smiled too )
Lavanya : By the way .. ASR ..I am hearing too much complain against you ...
Arnav : What the ? What did I do ..
Lavanya : Don't forget you have just recover .. please keep yourself in limit if you keep yourself going ..
Arnav : I don't drink or smoke anymore Lavanya .. huh ...
Lavanya : I am talking about your work stress ... and your temper which does not reduce I heard ..
Arnav : Who told you ? Khushi
He said glaring Khushi, while Anjali replied
Anjali : No .. I said .. You should see him at office ..He breathed fire to his employees ..They were so relaxed while he was on Leave but since the day he joined back
Lavanya chuckled checking through the reports and prescribing few more tablets that are need to be followed ..
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Lavanya : Hey Khushi ..I was just leaving ..thought to meet Ayushi . ( She said stepping inside tge room looking at Ayushi who was now rolling over the big teddy )
Khushi : Aayie nah ..
Lavanya : she must keep busy through out the day ..
Khushi : That she does ( Khushi said smiling )
Lavanya : Who would have thought the great ASR ..who does not think of anything else rather than him ..will be doting Father one day .. Sach Kahu Khushi .. You have changed ASR so much .. It is possible only for You ..
Khushi : Shall I ask you something ?  ( Lavanya nodded) don't you feel bad It was supposed to be you in my place .. It does not pain you seeing the person you love is happily living with someone else but didn't show any commitment towards you
Lavanya : ASR never promised me anything but still I had hoped if someday ... Khushi . I will not lie that it does not hurt me knowing He loves someone else but then I have seen him going crazy over you .. He was all over heads over heels on you .. I know then .. We are not meant to be together ..
Lavanya smiled as she touched her cheeks
Khushi : Not everyone is as sane as You ... Some People knows madness in name of Love
Lavanya : I know you had gone through a tough phase intially .. Your marriage with ASR was not a smooth one at the starting ... but look at you both now .. I am happy that you gives a chance to ASR ..
She said as she hold her palms making Khushi smile but that smile does not touch her heart ... Lavanya frowned noticing it ..but then decides to ignore the same
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Khushi sway Ayushi in her lap .to console her cries .as she walked out of the doctor's chamber after she  got her vaccination ..
Khushi : sshh baby it's okay .. ( She said making her gulp some water through the feeder as she sat on the bench , Doctor has asked her to wait ..as she will send her reports to the receptions ..)
She has came to the hospital alone with the Nanny who have accompanied her as Arnav have to leave for office due to an emergency meeting which He could not ignore ...
Khushi patted Ayushi who has now got silent have closed her eyes feeling tired ..The Reception has called Khushi to collect the reports from their desk..
Khushi stood up walking to the reception desk not before hanfing Ayushi to the Nanny ..
Khushi : Ayushi Singh Raizada ... ( She said  at the reception Desk asbthe Nurse who was reading the reports looked up at her ..frowned as she handed her the reports )
" You are Mrs. Khushi Singh Raizada hai nah ? Ayushi is your daughter ? Congratulations you finally became a mother "  The nurse exclaimed making Khushi frowned
Khushj : Sorry I didn't recognize you .. Did we meet earlier ..
Nurse : Arrey Mrs Raizada .. I am not making any mistake how could I forget you ... I was there  in the operation theatre last time when you lost your first child   ... I still remember how  your husband react taking the whole hospital on tow ... knowing that there was no option left other than terminating the pregnancy ...
Khushi : Mein kuch samjhi nahi ..
Nurse : Your  Pregnancy was complicated at that time Mrs Raizada . It was an epitopic pregnancy and if we didn't terminate the pregnancy at that time It would make you lose your life .. Your husband was really broken and have consulted the doctor so many time to find a way out to save the baby .. I still remeber He veven lashed out on us ...but  then there was no option rather than dropping it ...  But I am really happy to see you blessed with a child ..  You and Sir Deserve that .. The pain of losing the child reflecting in his eyes when you were taking for the OT . You are very lucky to get a husband like him .
Khushi : Are you sure ... It was me .. because I never knew anything such happened to me
Nurse : Arnav Singh Raizada ... He is your husband right .. I am not making any mistake at all... He has threatened us not to say anything to you regarding Epitopic Pregnancy .. He said He will make you agree for Termination and He did so ..
Khushi felt breatheless hearing it .. She had an epitopic Pregnancy When ? And she never knew of it ...? Arnav make her go through abortion because she had complication but she till date knew that He forced her for an abortion because He never wanted that child who is not his blood .  She felt her head spinning .. before she heard the Nanny calling
" Sir had called Mam .. He has been waiting outside.. He has came to pick you "
The Nanny said making Khushi come out of her revivre .. as she nodded her head
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Khushi sighed as she notice Arnav standing near the gate .. He rushed towards them as he took Ayushi from her lap
Arnav : I just came running here as soon as my meeting got finished .. Tell me how is Ayushi ? Did she cried very much ? ..she dozed off ( He ruffle her hair as Khushi keeps staring at him clutching on her kurti ) Khushi ... where you got lost
Khushi instantly shook her head ...
Khushi : Nahi she is fine now .. ( She said following Arnav to the car ..She needs some Answers today and He need to reply )
To be contd