Rabba Ve - A Desire To Make You Mine

Part 36

Arshi FF : Rabba Ve - A Desire To Make You Mine
Part 36
Arnav : Khushi What was you doing downstairs ? ( he said looking at Khushi who narrowed her eyes as she sat on the bed relishing the taste of Imli ka achaar which was sent by her mother ) Aur don't you think you are eating these things too much these days ...
Khushi : abhi kya isme bhi rok hai ? ( Now You are having problem with this ) It's the baby who loves this thing ..why don't you understand ..
Arnav : Understand ? Stop putting the blame on my child unnecessarily .. ( He said rolling his eyes, as he hold her wrist pulling her close to him making Khushi scrunched his eyebrows )
Khushi : Arnav ji .... ( She pouts as she find Arnav leaning close to her .. before he lick the remaining from the corner of her lips making Khushi closed her eyed tight)
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Khushi : You love Anjali Di ... Very much don't you .. ( Khushi said directly at Aman who let out a sigh before running his hands through his hair ) I know .. it reflects in your eyes ..
Aman : But some love story is supposed to remain imcomplete.... such as mine and Anjali ... I have tried but She don't love me ... Our differences does not allow us to get together .. I don't give an ear to what the society says about us ... But She .. She still sticks to the past ..
Khushi : It is not easy to forget and Move On .... It is not easy to start a life forgetting the man with whom you have weave your dreams ... ( She said while wiping the corner of her eyes by the palm ) I can understand the turmoil Anjali Di must be going through
Aman : I don't want to make her feel that I am imposing my decision on her .. Earlier ASR had tried but it messed up the dynamic of our relationship with Anjali ... I love her .. and I am ready to wait for her till eternity ..
Khushi : This is the real defination of Love .. Love is the name  of Sacrifice ....  Love is not the name of Selfishness .. Pyaar ko kabhi Haasil Nahi Kiya Jata ..  Jeeta Jata Hai ...
She let out a deep sigh before she smiled and said
Khushi : Aman ji ... Dekhna if you Love Anjali Di  truely .... She will definately comes to you .. Puri Kaynaat apko milane pe lag jayegi ... ( She said as Aman sighed )
Aman : I am better with her Friendship ... and Yes Aman Mathur will keep loving her even knowing that He would never get her in his life . .But she  will always find me  beside her whenever she requires my help ..so what She doesn't love me .. My Love is enough for both of us ..and I can live my life happily with her friendship.
Khushi : it sound good films but reality is much more different .. Today you are saying in a flow .. but what about future ? You are not going to stay alone your life .. I am sure you will also want to get settled some day or other .. If Not You .. Your family will definately ask for marriage ..
Aman : Khushi I don't know what future holds for me .. May be I have to give in to the demands of the situation but Hum Pyaar Ek baar hi Karte Hai Khushi .. and I have already loses my heart to Anjali and Trust Me when I say ..  I cannot give anyone the space in my heart that I have given to Anjali .. I told you .. I will keep loving Her No matter what ..and If Anjali doesnot want to accept me that is fine I don't want to force someone out of her .. I will be happy with her choice rather than seeing her suffering for taking a decision out of her will .. Forget about all these ..  Khushi it's good to see you a Chance to your relationship with  ASR ... If He is recovering today ... it is just because of you .  We all owe  you .. Hope you both always stay like this ..
Khushi just smiled tucking her hair away, as Aman took his leave ..
What they failed to notice that their conversation was heard by Anjali who have came there but stopped in middle hearing their conversation.
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Few More days passed by Arnav is getting better .. He has started improving more .... and Now He has started walking with the help of the walker  ..Though it will take time for him to get back to his normal pace ... He has being involved with Office Regulary from Home but have not joined office yet .. It will still takes time for him to join ..
Arnav has expressed his wish for arranging a baby shower ceremony for Khushi ..
Anjali : I don't know how it just skipped out of my mind ...  .... It should be arrange by the in laws... and Actually baby shower is the  ritual which the mother in law performs for her daughter in law ..
Arnav : Anjali .. You would be the one who will be performing all the rituals of the Baby Shower ... I don't want further discussion on it ...   Khushi ..
He glance at Khushi who came out of the kitchen carrying the cups of tea ..
Arnav : You should stop doing all these house hold chores ....Come here and sit ..
Khushi : Did I miss anything ... ( She said serving  the Tea cups to them )
Anjali : No we are discussing about your Baby Shower ... I was thinking to contact the Pandit ji to get an auspicious date ..
Khushi gulped down the uneasiness forming inside her throat  as she let out a deep sigh ..
Khushi : Iss sab ki kya zarurat hai ..
Arnav : Kyu nahi zarurat hogi Khushi .. This is the ritual ..and I know how much you believe all these things.. And I want that you and  our baby should get all the blessings that it deserves .. And Anjali will be the one who will be performing the ritual
Anjali : How can I... Arnav How Can I perform this ritual when your mother is there it is her right to bless her daughter in law
Arnav : Anjali ..what do you get by repeating the same thing .. We have nothing to do with that lady and her husband ....and i don't think khushi will oppose my words Kyu Khushi ..
Arnav said looking up at Khushi who just sighed nodding her head...
What she is going to say in this ? She can never change his mindset that he have for his parents ...
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Khushi : Arnav ji ...  You are again busy with your office ... ( She exclaimed glancing at Arnav who waa right now working on his laptop sitting in the recliner )Did Lavanya has declared you all fit ?
Arnav : Don't be a silly sport Khushi .. I am fine ... ( He said looking up at Khushi who sat down beside him )
Khushi : shall I ask you something Arnavji .. if you don't mind .... Pyar kya hai apke liye ?
Arnav ( smiled ) : Tum ..  Mere liye pyaar ka matlab tum hi ho Khushi .... ( He said trailing his finger near her lips )
Khushi : Itna bhi bharosa mat kijiye ..kahi humne apko Pyar Mein  dhoka de diya toh ...
Arnav shut his laptop with a thud as he hold her wrist pulling her close to him as he looked straight in her eyes
Arnav : Had you seen my condition when you have moved away from mu life ..  aur tum kabhi mujhe dhoka de hi nahi sakti .. I know you ... ( he said softning his eyes as he raised her palm and kissed her knuckles)
Khushi laughed out shaking her head as Arnav pulled her in his embrace  making her rest her head on his chest ..
Aranv : We have came here after all the hardled and I cannot afford to loose you anymore ... I love you ... ( He said kissed her between her hairs as Khushi just closed her eyes letting out a sigh )
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Garima : khushi  How are you doing ? It's being so long I have been seeing you .. Kaisi hai .. Hope everything is fine over there  and how is Arnav's health now
Garima hugged Khushi as she came to visit her  mother after so many months
Khushi : I am fine Maa ..and Arnav ji js also doing good ... He has almost got back to the normal it will just take  few more days before he start going to office ...  ( Garima sighed as she caressed her daughter's face )
Garima : tu khush toh hai nah ? You are happy right .. Khushi after what happened ... i was scared when you decided to give this marriage a chance .. Tu sab bhool gayi jo tere saath hua ...
Khushi : Hum kuch nahi bhule Maa .. I didn't forget anything ...  ( She said almost shouting making Garima jerked out in fear as she hold her palm and looked  up at her daughrer )
Garima : Khushi .. You are scaring me ? Tell me what is wrong with you... You have given this marriage a chance don't you ....
Khushi closed her eyes tight before she opened her eyes and said
Khushi : Arnav ji is sick ...and He needs me ... but somethings are never to be forgotten I can never forgot my past ..but I cannot hold grudges on a sick man who himself needs someone to support him ..
Garima : You are there to nurse him ? Is this what you are left to do ? Kya kar rahi hai tu apne life ke saath ? It's been months now Khushi  since you have returned back to that house and resume your marriage with Arnav .. I would have been happy if you have given your marriage a chance and move on with Arnav ... but is that ...
Khushi : Maa I told you I have no grudges om Arnav ji .. He is sick and he needs me .... that is all .. I cannot forget the past just like that. It still pricks ... Time heals right .? But does it.
Garima : Khusshi ? You are there to help him  that is good but don't tell me you doesn't share any other relationship with him ..  You both have not come close yet in all these months ..  ( Khushi lowers down her eyes as she let out a sigh ) khushi Hope you know what are you doing ... I know you .. You are my daughter... I cannot see you in pain .. please don't do something that you regret later..
Khushi : Don't worry Maa ... I know what I am doing ..( She wipes out her tears ) Some wounds never healed away .. Even Time cannot heal them ... Choriye .. I have came to tell you that they have arrange Baby Shower for me next week .. you need to come Maa
Garima : Khushi I am warning you again .....please chor de pagalpan ...You donot need to go back there ...
Khushi : Maa I am fine .. Everything is fine over there .. Arnav Singh Raizada se meri koi dushmani nahi hai jab tak woh puri tarah swasth nah ho jaye ..( She wipes out her tears ) aab hum ate hai arnav ji chinta kar rahe honge ..
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Khushi : Can I come inside ...? ( she asked knocking Anjali's door who nodded her head )
Anjali : Come in Khushi .. I was waiting for you .. aao ( She smiled  asking her to sit beside )
Khushi sat down as Anjali who was checking some jeweleries handed her a jewelery box ..
Khushi : Kya hai yeh ? ( She asked opening the jewelery box only to find a pair of Kangan )
Anjali : Khushi this is for you .. It's belong to my mother's .. It was very fond to me ...during my childhood I always used to admire it ....It was very precious to me ..and Now I want  to give it to you... 
Khushi : why Me ? ( She whispered )
Anjali : Because I have always thought to give it to Arnav's wife ... It belongs to you Khushi .... Keep it as my blessings ..
Khushi : You want to give something precious that belongs to your mother to someone with whom you don't share any relation
Anjali (  frowned ): Kuch Rishte Dard Ke Hote Hai ..  Mere aur Arnav ka Rishta waisa hi ek rishta hai .. He might not be a  brother ftom same mother ..  But My deity knows I never considers him any less than my own .... He is a Gem of a person .. All you just want to recognize it
Khushi : Gem ? ( She chuckled) Well Aman ji is also a gem of a person ..
Anjali : khushi kya kehna chahti hoon
Khushi : Di .. aap apne aap ko ek chance nahi de sakte ?
Anjali : Khushi please ...Don't say something which is not possible .. Me and Aman is not possible
Khushi : Why ? Please before everything Ask your heart .. what it wants .. Could you feel your heart beat raising up with Aman around you .. You don't need to answer me .. Answer yourself .( she placed the box  in her hand ) will take this some other day .. .The blessings are enough for me ...I don't need all these..
She said as walking out from there making Anjali looked at her disappearing form
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