sick of losing you

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Billy didn't know when it started but mabye it started after the first time he died ,he remembered getting shot in the head by Sidney and next thing he knew,he woke up in the police station inside the cell before getting released by sheiff Burke,billy was confused about it all ,he died but yet he was still alive but he was re-living the day he died

The first time ,he played it like it did before and like before Sidney killed him and then he woke up again in the cell and billy wasn't stupid ,he was somehow stuck in a timeloop and every time he died ,he will just come back and it seemed like he was the only one in the time-loop since nobody else remembered the events that will happen at stu's party

Speaking of stu,he doesn't know that he's going to die..again,at first billy didn't feel anything about it but somehow over the time's,billy has died and came back,he grew feeling for stu

Now, every time that stu will die,it hurts a lot more than the last time .Billy's heart aches every time he sees stu's dead body laying so still on the floor

Billy had tried to save them,save him, but stu will always die .Billy would always die in the end, and the day would restart

Billy killed Sidney in the bathroom and that didn't stop it because stu still died and billy still died ,billy tried everything that he could possibly think of to save them but nothing was working ,they still ended up dead and the day will restart again

Billy had lost count how many time's he had stu about him being stuck in a time-loop and every time ,stu will believe him and yet he still ends up dead ,he had even asked randy about the time-loop thing and nothing,he is still stuck in a time-loop

He didn't lose count on how many time-loops he's been through,because he's been counting how many time's stu had died ,and billy was getting desperate for something ,a few time's billy had told stu to not have that party and he didn't and they didn't even try and kill Sidney and the other's

Billy had stopped believing that he was stuck in some time-loop, and he started to believe that he was in his own personal hell,just watching as the love of his life keeps dying different ways

Billy was currently outside of stu's house, sitting on the stairs on his porch, smoking a cigarette since he started smoking a long time ago

He heard the door behind him open and shut but he didn't look,he knew it was stu ,stu took a seat besides him ,looking at him with a confused look "since when did you start smoking?" Stu asked him

"A long time ago," Billy replied. "Are you okay, Billy?"stu questioned."I'm fine, " Billy answered."You don't look okay, Billy, " stu said, and Billy snapped

"You wanna know the truth!?I'm not fine!I'm far from fucking fine!456 time's stu!" Billy yelled "456 time's what billy?" Stu asked a little fearfully and billy heart ached at that expersion on stu face ,he never wanted to see that look on stu's face ever but he's been seeing it for a very long time and billy sigh running a hand through his hair

"456 time's I've seen you die and every fucking time I can't save you and ..I'm so fucking sick of losing you stu,every time I see you die it hurts even more and dying right after doesn't help because I wake up a second later " billy said with tears gathering in his eye's

"I can't fucking lose you anymore stu" billy told him "you won't lose me billy,not this time" stu told him and billy angrily looked at him "yes I fucking will!because I lose you every single fucking time!" Billy told him

"I've tried to protect you but you always end up dead!this is my own personal hell,it's my punishment for the thing's I did" billy told him "Are we ever alone?" Stu asked him "what?" Billy asked confused "are we ever alone?just the two of us?" Stu questioned and billy shook his head "no I don't think so" billy said and stu stood up offering billy his hand and billy took it and stood up and let stu lead him inside the house and let him get pushed on the couch and stu laid ontop of him

"What are you doing?" Billy asked "Just hold me billy,let just hold each other okay" stu said wrapping his arm's around billy and billy wrapped his arm's around stu,somewhat feeling some peace for the first time in like forever "I love you so much stu" billy whispered and stu heard him "I love you too billy" stu whispered back

Billy closed his eye's finally feeling at peace just holding the love of his life
Billy woke up after hearing a loud bang and he sat up and he looked around noticing where he was and he started to shake his head "no,no" he kept mumble before he started to hit the wall

"Fuck!"
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