billy loomis x stu macher one-shots || Book Two

i just want to be free!

*warning! Abuse!hatred!homophobic behavior! Death!sucide!*
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"You're such a worthless son!you can't do anything right!you weren't even born right!" Stu covered his face and head with his arm's as he curled himself into a ball as his father started to kick him

Tears were streaming down his face as his father word's echo in his head
"We didn't give up everything just for our son to turn out to be a fag!" Mr. Macher shouted kicking stu in the ribs making him scream out

"Shut the fuck up!you waste of space!" Mr.macher growled out ,stu whimpered bitting his lip to hold back the sobs that wanted to escape him

His father gave him the most hatred look and stu flinched back "pathetic,you!clean up this mess!" Mr. Macher yelled at his wife who flinched and rushed over to stu and helped him up and up the stairs to his room

Once the door closed behind them stu let out quiet sobs as his mother shushed him "Let's get you clean up"

Stu winced everytime his brushed against a bruise that was forming on his body and he bit his lip as a fresh set of tears as his mother patched up the cuts

"Oh honey..why can't you fight back?" His mother said brushing his hair out of his face and she caressed his face and stu looked at his mother "why..can't you defend me?" Stu asked his voice breaking at the end

"Because you're father is right" stu looked at his mother in shock ,he thought that she was in his side but this whole time she was in on his father's side

"We didn't give up everything just for our son to be gay,aleast you're sister wasn't much a disappointment " she told him

"She..hated you and she escaped from you ..you and dad are the reason why I can't see my nephew " stu told her "the reason why you can't see him is because you're sister could see just how pathetic you are and she doesn't want any of that near her son ,she will come to her senses soon" Mrs. Macher said and stu shook his head not believing a word his mother was saying

His sister Leslie loves him ,he knows because she said it herself ,when she left she wanted to take stu with her but she couldn't because she had to take care of her son and stu understand but stu couldn't pretend how much it hurt

The only person that only ever loved him leaving him behind with people who never loved him

Stu would call everyday and he would sometimes speak with his nephew but he could never see them because Leslie never tells him where they are and stu understands but it hurted

Stu looked at his mother "would you love me if...I changed myself?" Mrs. Macher nodded "yes" stu nodded

"I want to be alone" Mrs. Macher nodded before leaving the room
Once the door closed ,stu walked over to the phone and sat on his bed wincing and dailed his sister's number

Stu wouldn't change for anyone ,not even his parent's and he knows that no one will ever expect him

Stu waited but his sister never picked up the phone,stu sniffled putting the phone done blinking making the tears from his eye's fall

Stu shoulders shook as he cried,he couldn't do it anymore,stu..he just wanted to be free from his parent's...from the wolrd...from himself

Stu calmed himself down enough to pick up the phone again and dail the only other person that ever loved him

Stu waited and waited and he was about to give up when they picked up the phone

"Hello?" The voice sounded tired and stu felt guilty for probably waking them up

"Billy.." stu trailed off

"Stu?is everything okay?are you okay?" Stu wanted to sob because billy sounded so concerned for him

"I'm okay billy,I'm more then okay" stu lied knowing if he tell billy ,billy would try and save him but stu didn't want saving ..he just wanted to be free

"Are you sure?you sound like you have been...crying?stu are you crying?what happened?" Stu closed his eye's taking a deep breath

"I'm sorry...I love you billy"

"Stu,what's going on?I'll be right there okay,just wait for me,don't do anything okay" billy sounded so worried and it almost made stu change his mind

"Goodbye billy"

"No!stu!don-" stu hanged up and he stood up from his bed and walked into the bathroom

He turned on the water and filled up the tub before grabbing a razor and he cut his wrist before writing something in the mirror

Stu got into the tub and cut his wrist even more before dropping the razor,the water from the tub was spilling as stu never turned off the tap

Stu looked up at the ceiling,his eye's feeling heavy and were slowly closing
He smiled before his eye's closed

Billy arrived at stu's house seeing the police and an ambulance outside and he rushed towards the house but was stopped by dewey

"Let me pass!I need to see stu!I need to make sure he's okay!" Billy said struggling against dewey who gave him a sad look

Billy saw the look and he started to shake his head "no ,no don't give me that look!stu is okay!he..has to be right,tell me that he is okay" billy said tears gathering in his eye's

"I'm sorry billy..stu killed himself " dewey told him and billy felt his legs go weak and he fell to his knees looking at the ground before he started sobbing and dewey hugged him holding him as he cried

In stu's bathroom ,a police officer looked at the mirror with sad look as they heard what it said

"I just want to be free"
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1001 word's!