Dedicated to someone lolz
Kid's pov.
'It's been 2 months ever since I met the new girl, (Y/n). I've gained a huge crush on her, but never got the courage to ask her out. I was going to 2 days ago, but was beaten by Blackstar. When I had found out that (Y/n) and Blackstar were dating I was in a state of jealous rage. Seeing them together made my phsyce snap a little, but I intended to control myself from killing Blackstar. Aside from that, I actually convinced (Y/n) to hang out with me at the mall. It made me very happy when she had said yes to my invitation. [I think that's what it's called lol XD] I told her that I was going to pick her up at 12 in the morning and she agreed. I'm so excited now, I can't wait.'
Time skip to tomorrow~~~~
I got up early and took a nice hot shower. I did my daily routine and hopped into my car, soon arriving at (Y/n)'s house. I knocked on her door. "Good morning (Y/n)", I handed her a bouquet of black and red flowers because they're her favorite, "morning and thank you Kid, these are lovely to begin with." I smiled at her and took her hand like a gentleman, "Ready?", "yes". We both hopped into the car and left. I'm kinda nervous actually, because I feel like I'm on a date with her. But, I also feel like I've betrayed my best friend Blackstar. I mean literally this girl is his girlfriend and I really don't want to be at the end of the food chain for him. [Don't know if that even should be there but oh well lol] I looked over at (Y/n) and smiled. She's so beautiful and her symmetry is beyond belief. I look back at the road and go towards the mall.
Time skip to mall~~~~
As we enter Deathless, [Payless I know it's weird right?] (Y/n) sees these amazing shoes and tries them on. Once I enter, I start to look around the place for any symmetrical shoes. I found some really cool shoes and went to show them to (Y/n). "Hey (Y/n) what do you think about thes-", I get interrupted when I see (Y/n) talking to none other than....Blackstar. Why'd he have to be here, at all the places there are why here?. I went over to them and greeted him, "why hello there Blackstar, what are you doing here?", "I just came for something special and all of a sudden I see (Y/n) here. It surprised me, what are you doing here with my girlfriend?". I look back (Y/n) and then back at him, "well I asked if she wanted to hang out at the mall with me for a while. She said yes and well, here we are. We didn't expect to see you here though", "Oh well here I am, you don't mind if I join you guys do you?", "we do min-". I was then interrupted by (Y/n), "Oh we don't mind Blackstar, I wanted to invite you as well but I guess it just skipped my mind on accident", he smirked, "ok then, shall we then?", we shall". She kissed him on the lips and interwined her fingers to his. Why can't that be me? Why Blackstar? Why not me? I stay behind being the third wheel. Today was supposed to be perfect, just (Y/n) and I at the mall, together. But, HE had to show up. We walked here and there, and when they started a conversation I always try to include myself. But, I always get left out and stay behind. As we all start to get hungry, I look for a table for the three of us to sit. Blackstar suggests we all get McDonalds, but I suggest for pasta. It all goes down to one, (Y/n) and Blackstar get McDonalds while I get pasta by myself. We started talking again, but as usual I was left out of the conversations. I have had enough of this and stood up, making them look up at me. "Well, looks like I won't be needed here anymore. It was nice to hang out with you (Y/n), I shall go now. Have fun with Blackstar", "wait Kid you're leaving already? But, we haven't hung out yet". I stopped and turned around, "it looks like you want to spend more time with your boyfriend than me (Y/n). I don't think it was a coincidence for Blackstar to be here, so I have one question to ask you. Did you both plan this? Or am I just stupid?". She looked back at Blackstar, "yes....it was planned. But, I did want to hang out with you Kid, I'm sorry." I nodded in sadness, "well, I hope I wasn't a burden to your planned date. I've wasted precious time just to be with you (Y/n)", "yeah I know I'm sorry. I just didn't want to tell you because I knew you'd be heartbroken", "aren't I already?". She looked back at me, confused, "what do you mean Kid?", "(Y/n)....I've always had a crush on you ever since I met you 2 months ago. I just never had the courage to tell you about my feelings for you. I was going to tell you until Blackstar beat me to it, you looked so happy when he asked you to be his girlfriend. So, I never told you that....that I love you (Y/n)". Her eyes widened, but then she frowned, "Oh Kid....I don't know what to say. I mean, yea I liked you too, but if you asked me to be your girlfriend I would've said no. I'm sorry Kid, but I've always liked you as a friend. Plus, I always had feelings for Blackstar I'm sorry, I truly am." I feel my heart shattering into a million little pieces, the love of my life just rejected me. She had feelings for some other guy all this time, never for me. I nodded and waved a goodbye to the both of them, not wanting to speak anymore. Tears went down my cheeks as I walked back to my car. I buckled up and drove away. I don't understand, why Blackstar? This phrase went over and over in my head. Once I got back to the mansion, I went into my room and locked it. I sat down in my chair and banged my head on my desk. Tears flowed down like a river flowing nonstop, I whispered very lightly to myself.
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"Why HIM?"
