Dedicated to Fionna20
I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
Doesn't seem right these days
Fionna's pov.
"Ok Fionna, can you tell me how to get rid of demons?," "umm...I'm sorry, I don't know Mr. Okumura." He sighs and takes off his glasses, that's when he's cute, but with glasses. Only one word to describe, Hott!!. He looked mad when I didn't answer the question, I was a little nervous. I mean come on, he's my boyfriend, and yes my teacher is my boyfriend. Huh weird right? Well, who cares I love him and he loves me, but there's something about us that doesn't seem right at all. I always feel like he's cheating on me, or is avoiding all of our dates. It's getting weird, excuse my french and down right fucking wrong. I gotta talk to him about this some day and fast, I'm getting kind of worried.
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan Is always rearranged
"Hey babe, so I was thinking we could go and eat at this great restaurant. It could be a date, if you like." Yukio looked at me and smiled, then sighed. It worried me a bit. "Ok, give me the address to it and I'll meet you there tonight at...say...hmm...eight? Is that ok for you?," "yes it is. See you at eight then," "alright see you later. I gotta go now bye." I smiled and got ready for the day.
~Time Skip brought to you by: Yukio's hotness~
Around 7:46 I was ready and drove to the restaurant. I was wearing a dark blue dress that stopped at my thighs, black flats, make-up, and I curled my hair. I arrived and ordered a table for two, and sat down. As I waited, the waiter came by and asked me what I wanted to drink. "Two waters, please, I'm waiting for someone else. Thank you." After 2 minutes the waiter came again with the drinks. I started to get worried and shrugged it off, thinking that he might of had to do some extra work. Anger and sadness kicked in quickly, it had been a 2 whole hours of waiting. I paid the bill and left. When I get back home I notice that his lights in his office are on. I walk inside and I see Yukio with another girl, at that point I felt my heart shatter to a million pieces. He looked back and told me that she is part of his work and that they had to discuss a few things. I don't believe him one single bit, but all I do is walk away with a tear rolling down my cheek.
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay
I can't believe I'm doing this, I'm probably going to regret it. But, it's for the best. "Hey Yukio. Can I talk to you for a sec?," "yeah, what is it?." Oh how I'm gonna miss those amazing teal colored eyes. "Umm...well its about us mostly." His once cute smile changed into a saddened frown, I sigh and took a deep breath. "Yukio, this is hard to say so please bare with me. I think we should...we should," "should what Fionna?," "I think we should break up." He looked at me and started to sniffle. I felt regret and guilt, but it's for the best. "Why?," "why what Yukio?." He looked at me and stood up. "Why are you breaking up with me?!," "are you forgetting about what has been happening lately? I mean come on, you should know because your the one who keeps avoiding dates, my kisses, hugs, and me! I'm actually starting to think that your cheating on me. Plus, I can't even do anything right at the academy. Everyone keeps on giving me weird and disgusted looks. Some even say that I don't belong here at all and that I'm different, I don't even have one single bit of magic to take care of myself. I'm sorry Yukio, that this relationship didn't work out for you or for me, in the end we're both hurt. But, I feel like I'm the one who is hurt the most because of what you have done. You'll be ok without me, I know you will. I'm just one more annoyance that will get in your way of being a student and a teacher." I started to cry, but I didn't let Yukio notice.
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
At this point, I was packing my things up for the flight. There is no way I'm staying here, if I do, I'll only have the memory of breaking up with my ex-boyfriend. I don't want that to happen, I can't just stay in one place, I've got to move on. It's true what people have been saying about me, not fitting in school. I just didn't belong there, nor did I belong with Yukio. I just hope he understands that what he's been doing is his fault, and that it's for the best.
We might find our place in this
World someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
I get my bags and start to head for the door, but before I could open the door, I feel a hand on my shoulder. I turn around and see Yukio with a frown and red puffy eyes. I can tell he's been crying, well so have I. "Please don't do this Fionna, I can change. I promise with all my heart. Just please don't leave me," "I'm sorry Yukio, but I gotta go my flight leaves in 30 minutes." He hugs me and parts away. "When can I see you again?," "never. I can't stay much longer Yukio, I don't want to be an annoyance anymore. We might find our place where we belong. Like you belong here as a teacher at the True Cross Academy. I, however, belong somewhere else. At least for now, I gotta go my own way. It has never been here, I'm sorry....Yukio." I was practically shedding tons of tears right now. I didn't care, Yukio had to see me in this state, so that he could remember what he did. Before he could say anything else, I took off and headed towards the airport. 'I'm sorry Yukio, I'll miss you. For now it's goodbye'
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(Sorry for not updating sooner, I had tons of homework and I was busy. Really busy, with the capital B. I hope you like this one shot especially you Fionna. The next one will be a lemon, it's my first one so plz bare and spare me. Stay dark my magi readers)
