"Good Enough?"
"Blackstar.... am I really good enough for you?", he looks at you with confused eyes. "What do you mean Mika? Of course you are", I looked down my hair covering my eyes making a shadow cast down over my eyes and nose. "Then why were you cheating on me with that girl in the alleyway?!". Let me explain first, when you were coming back from the grocery store, you heard moaning and groaning from an alleyway that was close to your apartment. Your curiosity took over your mind, and so you decided to check it out. You quietly peeked around the wall and immediately your eyes went wide. Tears brimming your eyes, you had seen Blackstar having sex with Kimberly against the wall. You felt your heart shatter into a million pieces, you felt betrayed and lied to. You knew that something was going on between them, but just shrugged it off as seeing them being just good friends. But, at one time you did ask Blackstar about their relationship together. He simply just said, "we're just good friends that's all there is to it Mika. You're my girlfriend and I love you and only you". You felt relieved after your conversation, you fell for it. At this point you felt so stupid, Blackstar had lied to you about everything. So, you decided to end this once and for all. When you came out of your little hiding spot, you yelled out his name, "Blackstar?!". He looked to where you were standing and went wide eyed, "M-Mika this isn't what it looks like, let me e-", "no I don't need your fucking explanation. I've seen everything to know that you don't love me anymore! We are through Blackstar and don't even think about coming back to me like a sick puppy!". You ran away, tears running down your cheeks like an endless waterfall. Once at your apartment's door, you swang (is that even a word? Lol) the door open with much strength and kicked it closed. You went inside your room and took the pictures of you and Blackstar and ripped them to shreds. You slumped onto your bed and cried the rest of the night.
Next day~~~
You woke up with sticky cheeks because of your tears from last night's events. You groaned and got out of the bed with a sniffle. Softly, you rubbed your eyes and cheeks to get rid of the dried up tears. Slowly going to the kitchen, you flinched to the sound of a knock at your door. You reach for the door and open it slowly, only to find yourself in front of a depressed Blackstar. "M-Mika please let me explain everything that happened yeste-", "again with this Blackstar, really? Just leave me alone ok...yesterday's events told me everything I needed to know. I don't need to know your lame ass explanation, just go away please", you say, already feeling like you're about to break again. "I'm sorry Mika, I really am", he says; tears already forming in his eyes. "Look Blackstar, if you loved me so much, you wouldn't have done that. I don't know why you did it, but I start to question myself. Maybe I'm just not good enough for you", "you are Mika!", "if I was good enough for you and important to you, we wouldn't have been in this fucking situation!". Silence. I soon break the silence, "I think......I think you should just leave Blackstar. This isn't just going to work,....now leave before I start crying again." And....as if a genie was listening to me...he left, just like that.
