Bad Romance

Backstage Prt 2

Luke's face was facing mine, I could feel the heat from him sweating on stage. He look straight into my eye's not taking them off for anything. He took my face into his hand's, the feeling of his hand gave my shivers. I was so cold with fear and he was so warm with life.

" Is this all wrong?"

I took in his question like a small child learning all the new things in life, trying new things, making mistakes and the best part learning from them. I didn't know what to say to be honest. I liked Luke a lot and Calum though I just needed space from him.. Was Calum and all the other boy's alright, trying to hide from the outsider while being outside.

" Michael knows and Ashton"

" Wait..Luke about what"

" About me liking you.. even thought you think I hate you"

" I don't hate you Luke, I didn't know that's how you felt"

I wanted to know where to go from here but I didn't want to see the next chapter in my life, I just wanted to be here, in this moment with Luke.. it seemed right. I was still worried though about Calum, he didn't even talk to us yet about the kiss. What is going through his mine.

" I never hated you, I just hated what Calum did to Misty. Well I mean I was trying to protect you but that's before Calum told us about Storm, It makes so much more sense now"

" Luke I'm so sorry for being a bitch to you, I just didn't know and I needed to stand my ground"

" I understand but still being so cold to you, fighting over fear and not telling you at all wasn't right at all.. I never meant to hurt you at all, I just .."

I cut Luke off , being so close to him all I could think of was those lip's, I didn't even think twice to lean in and kiss him. His lip's felt as soft as cuddling into a warm blanket on a cold rainy night. I couldn't get enough. He kissed me back while his hands traveled down my back. I was locked in the only hold I ever wanted to be in. Nothing race's through my brain faster then the note Luke left me the day the boy's went back home. That was also the night Calum slapped me across the face. The bruises didn't lie. I felt Luke's hands lower down my back, closer to my butt now. His body enclosing around me. I felt something that seemed to be poking under his black ripped jeans. I opened my eye's in a rush and pulled away. Luke blushed.

" Luke do you have a boner?"

" Um... do you think that's disgusting?"

My eye's grew in a lustful manner. I couldn't help but get turned on by him. Luke gave me more pleasure just mentally, just watching him take so much action helping Calum, knowing he was trying to protect me. I didn't want to say anything but I could use him right now and I want him right now. Anything is better then pretending this was a perfect world with me and Calum. I put my hand's on his chest in the heat of the moment. He looked at me up and down as I pushed him against the cold wall. He bumped into instruments and knocked over a guitar stand.

" Oh shit.. I'm guessing you don't.."

" No I don't find it at all disgusting, I find it very hot"

Luke looked at me and flashed a cocky smile. I tugged at his shirt not wanting it on anymore. I had to take that ripped shirt off, it wasn't doing anything for me.

" Luke I need your shirt off now"

" Well I wont say no to that"

Luke ripped his shirt upwards as I watched it get stuck to his sweaty body. I helped him get it over his head and threw it on the floor. I felt my eye's land among his athletically toned chest. The room was getting hotter by the minute. I felt his hands ride up my shirt taking of the tight material. I push Luke harder against the wall, instrument stands crashing all around, my lips glued to his. He rolled his body so I was on the inside between him and the wall. He looked at me motioning as his hands ran down my shirtless body, towards my light blue skinny jeans. He seemed shy so I tugged at his ripped jeans, bringing him towards my aching body. I unbuttoned his jeans. He took my hand's into his.

" Wait.. are you sure"

" I'm so sure"

I unzipped his jeans to see his boxers but what his boxers contained was what I wanted and it seemed his bulge wanted it too. His hand's fell to my jeans, He unbuttoned the top and unzipped the zipper. I stood there, cold, staring at his "friend". His face grew with a smile as did his sky blue eye's.

" Big huh"

I was lost for word's as Ashton and Michael ran into the room.

" Gracie are you alright, it's like you just seen.."

I looked at Luke with my eye's wide open, just getting caught in the backstage on the backstage pass Calum gave me. I turned Luke's head as his face blushed.

" Having a little fun aren't we guy's"

Michael just started. His eye's as green as a summer's grassy evening. As wide as outer space. Staring at my half naked body.

" Wow"

" Michael grow up and Luke how dare you, do that shit up we have worst problems"

Luke did his pants back up, trying to find his shirt as Michael handed him his shirt. Luke put his shirt back over his head and handed me mine. I whipped my shirt over my head and over my boobs, back in place.

" Like what kinda problems?"

" Calum problems, we were fighting off the media and the fan's and no one can find Cal "

" I was standing by him and he was gone but he told the media... thing was it wasn't Calum"

My heart stopped. I just knew something wasn't right.