Bad Romance

Secrets

" Did Calum do that to you Gracie"

I just had to walk away from his non sense. I didn't want to go back stage. So I just went to the left side of stage and I started running down those stairs.

" GRACIE"

I heard his voice fading, no one would find me and I could see why he was asking why Calum would do that to me.. what did he know. I looked for the nearest washroom. It was right in front of me, gosh sometimes I had to open my eye's. I swung the door open and ran to the mirror. Now I know why he was asking. Half my make-up must have wiped off when I was helping Michael and trying to help Ashton. I had a bad habit of also rubbing my face so my sleeve probably had some evidence. I looked down and seen cover up all on my sleeve. Found the criminal of taking my fake face. Like smooched cake. I left my bag in the under compartment of the stage, where everyone was. I couldn't go back because they would all know. This wasn't good at all. I just can sneak into the room when everyone was going to their dressing rooms. Yeah that will work I'll just... I heard the door slam open.

" Gracie where are you?"

I ran into one of the stalls and closed it. I wanted to cry but I didn't want to give myself away and then my makeup would show everything that Luke didn't see. I felt the vibrations of the stall doors crashing open, hearing Luke stumble and fall into one stall. I felt so bad, I really did, I should be helping him instead of running from him. I put my feet up on the toilet. I heard him get up and swear.

" Fuck Gracie.. my fucking ankle"

I was almost there, just a little more reaching to the lock and... but I was too late and Luke fell in my lap. I caught him in my arms and almost slipped in the dirty water.

" What are you doing, your ankle Lu.."

" And I asked ... Did Calum do that?"

I could see he was out of breath but determined to get a answer from me.

" GRACIE" 

" Look Luke it's fine it was just a little slap.. and "

" SLAP.. I'M GOING TO FUCKING KILL HIM"

" No please, It was just a simple accident Luke"

" Gracie that's not a accident... he has no right"

" Just be quiet please, I can take care of it"

" What with cover up.."

I looked down at him, still in my lap. His face didn't look to happy and I am positive if his ankle wasn't broken he would walk up to Cal and punch him right in the face. What a brother/ friend thing to do. 

" Luke.."

" No Gracie, You don't deserve that at all, what did you do... NOTHING"

I just looked down, no I wont let his tear roll down my face. I wouldn't let Luke fall, we could just get up and pretend we took a detour when we get back to the boy's. I felt his hand slip. He was falling. No.

" Here"

" Gracie I can get up. It just take's time"

" Luke no"

I took his arm and dropped down from the toilet, I told him to pick up his head so it wouldn't hit anything and he slowly started to get his grip. His weight was unreal. My shoulder was going to fall off. We walked out of the stall and towards the sink.

" You don't deserve it Gracie... Your too beautiful for a jerk that's going to just .."

" To slap me, I know Luke but I love him"

" Really"

I turned around to just tell him to fuck off and leave but when I turned around I felt his hot lips on mine. No this is not happening. Maybe I could just wake up from my nightmare. I pinched myself but this was way to real to be a dream or nightmare.

" Don't pinch yourself, its not a nightmare, its life"

" Luke I can't do this"

" Yes you can, he's not"

" Luke I'm not what  you fucking ass"

Me and Luke turned around to see Calum standing in the door way. He didn't look happy, I didn't come on to Luke, But I did enjoy his lips on mine. He probably though that girl was right, I'm just a band slut. I started crying as my make-up washed away to reveal more hurt.

and then all I seen was Luke drop as Calums fist connected to his face.