Bad Romance

The Tour Bus

" Well let's get outta here then"

" Take the back way.. The fan's are still waiting outside"

We all looked at back at Dave. He knew that we could get through the back and look around. What did I do, I told Calum how I felt about us but not the turth about my feeling toward's Luke. The poor kid had to play on stage while his best friend stood beside him that kissed the girl that broke his heart. It was all my fault, no one else was to blame and I had to tell Calum I was sorry. I had to tell him that we couldn't be more then friend's because I was in love with Luke.

" Okay let's go find him"

Luke rushed out the door in fear his best friend was gone.Luke just kept running. Ashton ran behind him and down the hallway, Dave wasn't to impressed, he didn't want the boy's getting hurt because of fan's so he flew out of the backstage room, now I stand alone with Michael who was now crying. I watched Luke and Ashton fly out the door's screaming for Calum while Dave waved behind them to be careful.

" Michael he'll be alright"

" And what if he isn't, my best friend, the dude I grew up with.. I wouldn't be able to go on, it's like I would be losing a part of me. "

I grabbed Michael's hand. He never hesitated to hug me, I almost lost my breath because he was hugging like a cub that just lost its mother.

" Michael...Mi....Mich...I..Ca.."

" Omg Gracie I am so fucking sorry"

" Michael the last thing Calum seen was me and Luke kissing backstage before the show"

Michael's face dropped, i don't know if in disgust or in fear that Cal was missing and no one has found him yet. He looked up at me, his eye's studying mine. I was crying, I felt my eye's get watery. The tear flew down my face. I watched between the watery haze as Michael put his hand up to wipe away the fallen tear.

" Please don't cry, I watched Luke cry every night for way to long because Cal would shut him out"

" Cal shut out.."

" He actually shut us all out, he never told us about Misty, he just told me and Ash that it was too much, the fame and always being to busy for her.. I now understand why Luke cried every night because he was the only one that knew Misty was dead, but he never knew Cal was messed, I mean Cal would have never told us if you didn't come along.. you saved him from him self. Don't beat yourself up Gracie, he would never want that"

I got myself together, sniffling the runny nose I had and drying the tears away from my face. I grabbed Michael's hand one last time and didn't even look back. I started walking out the door. Michael hand in mine behind me. I started running and Michael started running too. We both reached the door, I let go of Michaels hand and pushed the huge back door's opened, a crowd of fan's trying to climb the fence. Michael just grabbed me and ran towards Luke and Ashton.

Calum's P.O.V

I'm alone were I wanted to be. Too much thinking, about the media and how they differently will switch up my story, I can already see it as clear as reading a huge neon sign.