Chapter 4

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The next morning

The first thing what I saw was Ciel being on top of me with a bit worried look "Who did that to you?"

"Huh?"

"Who did that to you?"

"What are you talking about?"

"Your cheeks and neck are burned slightly.Who did it?I will kill who ever it was."

"Uh..."

"Tell me."

"Okay...It was Claude..He came yesterday at night while you were asleep..."

"Okay, he will be dead soon."

"No, no, no...Don't hurt him.He didn't do it on purpose."

"Then why did he do that?"

"They wanted to see what Claude will all do if he ever finds me agine...Like would he hurt me only to hold me agine and stuff like that so every time he tuches me I get a bit burned but...It doesn't hurt!"

Ciel sighed and kissed my forgead "I will belive you but if he hurts you do tell me or Sebastian.."

I nodded and smiled.

Once I was done and went to Ciel and hugged him from behind as he ate "I will have to go now..."

"Oh...okay.Bye Alois."He said befor kissing my cheek.

I smiled and waved at him befor going out.

I walked to Keikos home yet at one point I stoped.I didn't know why.Something made me stop.Soon everything went back.

~Flashback~

"Brother, Brother!!"Luka yelled as he ran to me.

I picked him up in his arms and giggled.

"What is it, Luka?"

"Mommy and Pappy want to talk to you.They were very worried!"

I nodded and went with my brother back home.

He went to his room while my mothe and father were with me in the kitchen.My mother had beautiful golden haired and diamond blue eyes and was always in a teal blue dress...Blue was always her favorite color as it was the color of my eyes.Her only child.She found my brother on the streets one day..She couldn't bare to see a little boy without anything so she bringed him home.Since then he became my brother.

My father...Well...He also had diamond blue eyes..His hair was a shaggy pale-blonde that was to his shoulders.

He discussed me...How could my mother marry such horible, patethic, worthless and discusting person?

Well anyways...I was a 14 year old human now agine...

"Son...Father and I have some news.."

"O-okay..What's wrong, Mom?"

"We know you see that Faustus boy for a long time and we can't help but notice that you two are being really close to eachother...We are moving away to London in two weeks."

"W-what?!!?!I don't want to go!I like it here in Dublin!"

Yes...I lived in Ireland.My family was from London yet befor I was born they went to to live in Dublin.

"You have no choice.We are going and that's it."My father said.He never really talked to me.

I clenched my fists.

"No."

"What?"My father galred at me.I wasn't allowed to disagree.

"I said, no!I don't want to!I have friends here and I want to be with Claude!!"

I was after that punched in the stomach by my fathers cane.My mother holded him back to not beat me up.

I holded my stomach befor going to my room.I bited my arm to release my anger.

The real reason I don't want to go is because, I started to love Claude and he loved me.I would rather die then leave him...I wouldn't bare even a second so far away from him..

I looked at the sharpener on my table.I took it and got out the razor...I know this isn't worth it but...I don't want to leave him..I don't want to!

With that I made cuts on my wrists, every time it went deeper and deeper till I didn't bleed out to much...My body fell down on the floor.Bleeding out more and more..

And then...Screams

~End of flashback~

I opened my eyes.My head hurted as I started to walk agine.I soon came to Keikos home.I changed into a bit oversized black sweater, black skinny jeans and black convers sneekers befor walking out to an abonded shrine...It had a pond and a cherry tree that was somehow still alive.

As I sitted down near the edge of the pond, I sighed.That flashback...Why that moment...

Befor I was an angel, I had a normal human life...I did know Claude.

I just didn't remember him when I died.You lose your memory when it happens...

An arm warped around my waist "Butteryfly...are you alright..?"

I would recionize that voice anywhere.Tears started to stream down my face as I looked at him.

His eyes widened and he got next to him.He wiped away my tears.Why was he so caring now!??

"What's wrong..?"

"N-nothing...!Get away, from me."

"I'm afride I can't do so.Now...Please tell me what's wrong.."

I sighed as I stoped crying "Fine...I had a flashback from when I was a normal human.I saw my mother and brother crying only because I killed myself...for you, you asshole!"I said and glared at him befor slapping him.

His eyes seemed to widen a bit more.That basterd doesn't remember shit.

"Y-you died for me..?"

"Yes...My parents wanted to move to London and I wanted to rather die then get away from you.I was such an idiot back then."

Somehow...We talked for a while without me getting actully angry at him...I feelt so conftrable around him.I even told him some of my secrets.

We talked for hours.We even laughed...Claude never laughed.

~Flashback~

Claude and I were walking around Dublin, hand in hand.People started at us yet we didn't really care.

I saw a shop with cute accessories, I ran with Claude to it and smiled brightly as I saw a little keychain with a little spider that had fake rubys for eyes.

Claude saw how much I wanted it.He quickly went in befor getting out of it with a little bag in his hands.He gave it to me and smiled.

Once I opened it, my eyes widened.I took ot out and hugged Claude tightly.

"Thank you, thank you, thank you!!"

He laughed a bit and nodded "Not a problem, my highness."He said with a smile.

~End of Flashback~

As he sat next to me, I leaned my head on Claudes right shoulder.He got his arms around me befor pulling me onto his lap.He was so soft...

I swear, I could sleep now..

So...Soft..

My eyes started to close agine...

The only thing I heared befor my eyes shut

"Sleep well"

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